Aishaa Fenix

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2011-12-22T01:55:00.001+08:00

Ask me questions about anything. I very boredddd http://www.formspring.me/AishaaNefertina

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2011-08-20T01:24:00.001+08:00

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2011-08-14T23:38:00.001+08:00

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2011-08-14T15:22:00.001+08:00

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2011-08-12T00:31:00.001+08:00

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2011-05-28T11:24:00.001+08:00

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2011-05-23T16:28:00.001+08:00

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2011-05-17T20:14:00.001+08:00

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Moved

2011-05-05T22:23:00.003+08:00

Hey guys ,

I've moved to Tumblr .There's more fun there .But no worries ,I will still come back and update this blog when I'm free .

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Love ,
Aishaa

He knows :\

2011-04-27T19:57:00.001+08:00

So ,about this guy .I just like him for who he is .So I was trying to tell him through my friend .But the thing is he knows already .I dont know how he knows but he is way too smart in guessing game .I guess ,I should let him be .I cant force him to love me .Its good that he knows .But before this ,I know he'll wont accept me .Yeah ,I know its impossible for me to be with him .Maybe he deserves someone better than me .Someone who is prettier and smarter than me .Love cant be force .

I dont know how the hell he knows but I never gave him any hint .Should agree with my friend that he's lucky in guessing .Maybe I should be cool first .Try not to show that much of attention to him .I'm sorry if I dissappoint you and make you feel awkward towards me :'( I just cant help with the feeling .Its already taking over me :'(

Happy Family :'(

2011-04-25T03:02:00.003+08:00

So most of my close secondary school friends knew that my mum is going to marry again .And that where the problem starts .

My mum told my aunt straight after she get home from her overseas trip .As usual ,my aunt would disagree to whatever my mum said .She will tell all the negative side but never on the positive side .Not only my this aunt ,all my maternal aunt and uncles .Even when my late father wants to marry my mum ,my first aunt wouldnt agree .Its like she doesnt want my mum to be happy .Whats up with them .No wonder my late father hates them and always stay in the room when my mum's family came to our house for Hari Raya .Get back to my mum remarrying ,within a second my mum ends her call with my first aunt ,my first aunt will straightaway inform her other siblings .Its like she is so busybody .I heard her talking on the phone with my mum ,my mum was crying and telling her how good is the guy she's going to marry ,I called him Uncle .No matter how much she explain ,its just like wasting her breath ,my first aunt wont listen to her .

Ohh ,and after my first aunt tells each and evryone of her siblings ,she will tell my sister and my sister will tell my brothers .I was eating with my mum just now when my sis called and ask me to pass some message to my mum .My sis said that they(my sis and brothers) are no more her family ,she wont transfer money to her anymore and ask her to ask money from her future husband ,mothers day celebration cancelled ,go lead her happy life with her future husband and may Allah bless them .She's a little bit sarcastic .Two things that made me sad is when my sis said that she's no more our family and we will be celebrating our birthday without my mum .And I just got to know that my siblings will treat as if they have no mother .This really made me cry when I talk on the phone with Eezartea just now .

And my brothers will follow my sis .And my 2nd brother asked me to pick a choice .Either I stay with my siblings or I go with my mum and her husband .Its like I'm the middleman .I cant go left ,I cant turn right .If I go straight ,I will be forever alone .This made me stress so much .I was crying when I talked to my brother just now .Hais :'(

Sometimes ,I'm wondering why I'm having this kind of family .Now ,my situation is so complicated that I cant even made my own decision .I'm so jealous of my friends' family .Why cant my family be like them ?Its like my family is corrupted .I cant study in this kind of situation .I just feel like running away from home but I got nowhere to go .So I just have to stay at home .Its like running away from home is the best choice because I'm following none of them .I'm on my own .But I'm still young ,I'm not even legal 18 .I cant go anywhere .I am so stress right now .I cant think of anythink .In my mind ,is just my problems .I feel like this problem is too heavy for me too handle .Why must my family give me problems now when I'm about to have my birthday in 4 more days .When I have my birthday ,I want a happy family .I dont want a fucked up family during my birthday and celebrate my birthday without my mum .I dont want to live as if I dont have a mother when I have one .Its like I got no mood to celebrate my birthday later on :'''(

July 6th

2011-04-15T23:00:00.003+08:00

Some of you might be thinking ,whats up with the date .And guess what ,Eyes Set To Kill is coming to Singapore on that day .Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh !I am so excited .I cant wait for this day to come .Since Joko told me that ,I am so excited .I cant wait for that day .They are going to perform at Homeclub but its a club and obviously I'm underage :( Well ,I just hope so I can enter .I've been their fan ever since I heard their first song .I'm gonna get my money ready .Fuck yeah .Okay ,I dont really have much to say .

Just My Feeling

2011-04-13T21:17:00.003+08:00

To that one particular person -

I don't know why but when its dark around me with some lights and a song was on play ,I kept thinking of you .I would sit one side and your face suddenly appear in my mind .I think this is your fault because you make me fall for you .But I know you never fall for me before .Even when I add you ,you reject me .When I talk to you just now ,you ignored me .Maybe Im the only one who feel it ,not you .Its like clapping with one hand .Maybe its my fault ,I fall for people very fast .And maybe this crush feeling for you will fade soon .Well ,I hope you feel the same too because I feel that you're my type of guy .Before this ,I might fall for a lot of guys but I cant get over you .Its like you're different from the other guys that I have fall for before .I hope you will find the girl you love and may my prayers be with you to find your own happiness .I shall let you go now :'(

Hey ,I'm not desperate okay !

Long Absent

2011-03-23T10:47:00.005+08:00

Me want this badly ! :( Do they sell this in Singapore ?

Okay ,so I was absent from blogger for quite a long time .I was busy with school and being lazy .But I do check my blog for any new tags .For now ,I only update my blog if I feel like it .

So ,3 weeks of holidays has started .And damn ,it will be a very boring one although most of the days I was fully booked -.- Booked with CCAs mostly .Well ,I got 2 CCAs so I was quite packed .Let me just list down what I did for the first week of my holiday .

On Monday ,21st March :
Was suppose to take testimonial with Izzati .Met with Umar before that .He so slow ,like girl like that .Padahal rumah belakang skola je -.- But when we reach there ,they say the testimonial havent reach .So we only took our certificate .Met with my favourite babygirls .But Jundah went home .Ohh ,I miss those bitches .After that ,went to eat at the nearest prata shop .I was trying to cut down ,you see .After eat ,decided to play bowling but it was packed so we went home .Izzati took train .I went home with Eezartea :) Its been a long time since I went home with her taking 101 from Kovan :')

On Tuesday ,22nd March :
I didnt went out .I stayed at home the whole day .I only go out to the nearest shop .And yesterday evening ,I cooked Nasi Goreng .First attempt and my mum says I almost get it because I forget to add something .HAHA Well ,alhamdulilah ,both of us finished the nasi goreng .And went to eat at Hougang Green with my brother before he went to work .

Today ;Wednesday .23rd March :
I'm going to stay home the whole day .And guess what ,I'm listening to Misteri Jam 12 at Youtube while I update my blog at 11 in the morning -.- Well ,I was kinda bored .I've been addicted to this cartoon ;Mummies Alive .It was an old timer cartoon and it was one of my favourite when I was young .I was watching the whole series of it since yesterday ^^ I got obsessed with it and my favourite character was Nefer-Tina .She was the only female Mummy in the group .

I got so obsess that I even changed my last name and my display picture at Facebook :)Looks like ,I'm going to spend most of my holidays watching Mummies Alive :)Going to cook Nasi Goreng again for my brother before he goes to work today .I still got a few chores to do today .Washing the dishes ,vacuum the house ,clean the kitchen and wash and dry the clothes .At least something to do to pass time .Better than rotting infront of the computer and watch Mummies Alive .

Okay ,thats all .I'm gone ,Bye !

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE !

2011-03-18T17:30:00.004+08:00

I didnt went to school yesterday and today .Yesterday ,I had flu and cough .Went to poly with Rohini .Reached at 10 plus ,let the place at 1 .Imagine that ,almost 3 hours of waiting .While waiting for doctor ,Jundah message me if I want to go compass to have lunch with them .But I cant ,coz I'm still at the doctor and I'm suppose to clean the house when I get home later .After did the payment and received the medicine ,was feeling a little hungry .So decided to eat at Macdonalds but it was packed .We decided to take a walk through to see if there are any empty space .Saw the trios girlfs .Not able to stop and talk to them because I have to go home fast :( How I miss them .Finally ,eat at KFC .Ate Cheesy Meltz .It was damn spicy .After eat ,went straight home .

I got home ,sweep the floor ,clear things but when I want to vacuum the house ,my cat is sleeping on the sofa .So I didnt have the heart to wake him up by the noise of the vacuum so I just sweep the floor .And then my stomach went a bit terrible .I got stomach pain and then I got diarrhea .Damn .I was suppose to take my camera from my sis at her workplace but since I got diarrhea ,I wont be able to go out .So I asked my mom to help me to take the camera .Ahhh ,finally got my camera back .

Today ,was suppose to go to school .But I was awake at 2.30 in the morning because I have to go to the toilet .I went to sleep back and then awake again at 5.40 .I message my friend and my teacher that I wasnt be able to turn up for school today .I was abit dissappointed because I really want to finish my soldering by today but I cant .I officially wake up at 12.30 pm .I had my breakfast that my brother helped me to buy this morning .Messaged my teacher if I can come back during the holidays to finish my projects .She said can and it will be on Tuesday 10am and will update me if there are any changes .Ahhh ,lucky can come back and finish it .

And I sit at home and rot today .Alhamdulilah ,my stomach pain was gone and the diarrhea too .Holidays already start .During my second week of holiday ,I will be fully booked .I will be going out with classmates and CCAs .Fyi ,I have 2 CCAs .I want to go out with my secondary school mates but they are having school :( And I'm going to go back to my secondary school to take my testimonial with IzzatiSyg .

Love Or Just A Crush .

2011-02-24T20:29:00.003+08:00

I keep having this kind of thinking .Maybe I think its just a crush but whenever I talk to him ,I always try to avoid his eyes .But no matter how hard I try to avoid his eyes ,it always caught me .Whenever I look at his eyes ,I feel like there is a strong magnetic force between me and him .And whenever I saw him ,my heart will beat at an abnormal pace .And whenever we stick together as a group ,time flies very fast .Just like today .And when I didnt see him ,I will miss him .I can say that I don't like him but when I never see him ,I will miss him .That means that I'm lying to myself .I have to admit that I have a crush on him .But I hope its just a crush .Well Aisha ,someday you will find your true love and will forget about him .Well ,I hope that might just come true .

Whenever I call my the other guy friend in a sweet way ,his face will changed .And I notice alot of times ,he will stare at me .I'm not gonna be rude and ask why he stare at me .Like I was saying just now about his eyes ,there's something about his eyes that caught my attention .At least I wasnt always staring like he did to me .And when I'm alone ,out of a sudden he will appear on my mind and make me think about him .I have also caught myself smiling to myself because of all the memories he gave to me .But if we are fated to be together ,I hope that we will enjoy our moments and last long .But I know that is not gonna happen .

Everything he did ,gave me the best memory .He will always be nice to me and I realise he cares for me too .Sometimes ,he make jokes that make me laugh but he's changed .He's not like the way he used to be last time before our fight .After that ,he changed alot .He didnt seem to be talking that much to me now .And me too ,I didnt seem to have much things to talk to him .Last time ,we got alot of things to share .But now ,its different .He changed ,I've changed ,we've changed ,things changed .Its no more the same .I miss our old times .I miss the old him .I cant really figure what he change about himself but there's something about him is changed .Well ,I hope we can remain as friends until the day we graduate and even after that .

Everytime I caught him staring at me ,there's something about his face that he wanted to tell me something .But I'll never know what .Well ,I guess ,its better for it to remain as a secret to him .And most of my status were referring to him ,but he'll never know .

Explode !

2011-02-18T20:53:00.003+08:00

Today was boring .Not much of thing .As usual ,came late to school today .Did practical and fixing things .Mr Seth was teaching us something us when Shankar's capacitor explode .There's smoke and the thing explode just like that .He was lucky that he was wearing specs if not there might be major injury .The cover of the capacitor was gone .HAHA ,it was funny actually .

After practical ,changed to PE and got to the sports hall for skipping -.- I didnt skip .Only some of my classmate did .I be the spectators .We were released at 10 plus going to 11 .Then went to eat at kfc then go home .

Kay da ,short .Lazy to type .

Singapore Discovery Centre -.-

2011-02-16T22:09:00.003+08:00

Went to school late today .Was halfway in bus 12 ,Wanshah called me and told me that there wont be any class today .We will be going to the Singapore Discovery Center -.- I was like WhatTheFuck .And they already going and I ask Wanshah to ask the teacher to wait for us .We reached ,mark attendance then took the bus .It was very bored in the bus .I almost fall asleep .

Reached ,we were greeted by some host .Then we were told that we are actually going to the Army Museum -.- WalaowehWalaoweh ,not interested laaaa .Just follow the flow .He give us a booklet but we didnt do anything with it .Walked around the museum ,see some things then watch a 4D short video .Wahh ,shiok ar .The video was actually about army guys going to war and preparing stuffs and shooting all that .I just feel that I'm in CounterStrike .Well ,after that ,went for a shortbreak then went to another part of the place .Where the SCDF thing all there .We are not interested ,so we didnt go .We just sit at the eating place .Finally ,we got to go home .Playing Wanshah's iTouch .Then the battery left 20% .Fuuuuck !

Reached school ,went to take bus 12 with Wanshah and Shangkar (I dont know how to spell his name ) and Rohini .Went to WhiteSands to eat McD with Rohini .After eat ,went straight home .I accidentally fall asleep and I overshot .When I woke up ,its already near Ang Mo Kio .Then I alight and cross to the other side .Lucky when I cross ,88 also come .Tsk .Reached home ,sweeped the floor and clean here and there a bit then go to sleep .I dont know why I'm like so tired today .Woke up at 8pm just now .Had dinner .Hopefully can sleep tonight if not ,it will be a tough morning for me tomorrow .

Friends (Y)

2011-02-15T20:34:00.009+08:00

Back to school for me today .Saw someone at bustop from back view .I want to say Hi but I scared it is the wrong person .After I cross and after he took the bus ,then he message .It was Muhammad .Just like I guess .It was quite humid today .And the lift at Business block fucked up .Cant go to the 6th floor and we have to climb up 2 flight of stairs .Reached school ,Maths teacher didnt come ,was replaced by relief teacher .Student dont want to bring book also ,he ask -.- He asked me why I never do .

Teacher :Why you never do ?You got foolscap what .
Me :No ,this want his one .*pointing to Faridzwan*
Me :Eh Wan ,give me one ar .
*Wan just follow the flow .He say take ar .*
Teacher walked away ,never do anything .HAHA

It was damn boring .We got no break but he release us early for lunch ^^ Talked to Dennis about Wilson .Kecoh sia ,Rohini always dont want to talk -.- I made the talking then after we walk away .He told Wilson .

We went to Cafeteria 2 .Eat Western ,Chicken Cutlet .Was eating and I saw IzzatiSmall opening the door .The moment she open the door ,I was sitting near the door ,she was like "Nak hugggggggg !" Kay ,hug her then continue eating .She with her friend .After that ,talk to Izzati for awhile then go off .Went to the library and texting Dennis asking something .Ask him to go to the library when he is already there -.- Went to the basement and talk to him .We've made alot of plans but it was not a good one .Finally ,I take the courage to message Wilson .After we went out ,he called Dennis asking where are we .And he just say he was at Stadium .Dennis thought that he want us to meet W .But we dont want and we say we meet outside class .We reached early and no one was there .We decided to have a to and fro walk .By the time we come back ,W already reached but he just say he want to buy drink .When he came back ,we didnt want to talk anything .Finally ,I say to him ,we are not ready to talk to him .

Then it was AE theory .Wasnt really concentrating .I was on the sky .Doing other stuffs .And Wanshah make me angry for awhile just now .After AE theory ,we decided to talk to him but he was busy doing 'business' .HAHA

Went to ebiz .As usual ,Ebiz = Gerek .Did a survey and submit our e-shop url .He still on the phone .Was disturbing Dennis and Rohini at the same time .Then Wanshah came late because he went to the wrong class just now -.- He disturb me damn rabak .He twist my hand and I said that he was trying to sexual harass me .HAHA After class ,told Mdm Ainah .Wan try to explain but then Mdm ainah say ,"No matter what ,if she go to court ,you lose ." HAHA ,1 - 0 .

Okay after school ,buy food then went straight home .

Spring Cleaning

2011-02-14T20:46:00.004+08:00

Been spending 3 to 4 days cleaning the whole house with my brother .And I didnt go to school today because I'm tired .True enough ,I cant wake up this morning .I woke up at 12.30pm ,then bathe and buy food for me and my brother .Then continue cleaning up my house ,vacuum ,mop and so on .Finished around 5 plus .Then play CSI game .Woohoo !

Tomorrow going school .Kay bye .

And Happy Valentines to everyone ,doesnt matter you're single or attached !

Fuck lahhhh !

2011-02-12T02:14:00.003+08:00

I went to school as usual at 8 .Leave school at 10.30 because I have the CSI :the experience at Science Centre .We were late for it because we got a survey to do .But we got a mini bus to ourselves ; Me ,Rohini ,Dennis and Hafizah .We talked quite alot and the uncle drive quite fast .We reached faster than the bigger bus .Everything was quite fun .My favourite part was the lie detector thing room .We press the button and the colour of the room changed and our eyes and teeth are green .And I mean really green like the glowing green .I was scaring Rohini because she says I look like a monster -.- We so called 'crack the case' very fast and so I did a survey and get everything right and got a "diploma" in CSI .It was sent to my email .

After that ,we went to school back by bus .Went to WhiteSand to eat Mac had dessert at Mac also .Hafizah went off first because she wasnt feeling well .After that ,Dennis took train home and I have to buy something .Then went home by 88 .

Fall asleep and I got a sudden wake up by my brother at 9 plus because he was cleaning something beside me .I cant go back to sleep so I charge my phone since its already dead .My brother attitude is like really pissing me off la .Want to ask people to do things ,cannot say properly is it .Need to shout .Cheebye sia .Then my things all he dump into one big garbage bag and put in the room .Fuck lahhh .I got frustrated by that .And the thing that I cant tahan is he ask me to put my hamster in the room .How they gonna breathe ?!Wahlao ,my brother cannot think sia .No wonder go Higher Nitec .Then 90% of my things I cant find .Because he just dump it in the room .If my sister clean also not until like this .Then he ask me to clean things ,he ask me to faster .Bodoh right ,clean things need time right .Bodoh siak !Sometimes I wish I wasnt born in this family .Why cant my family be like my friends' family ?

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2011-02-11T18:37:00.003+08:00

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If people gets angry at you, but don't wanna tell you what you did, what will you do?

2011-02-11T18:37:00.001+08:00

Then means he's being sensitive and dont have the guts to say to me .They can say nicely to me what I did and I will apologise .

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2011-02-10T15:53:00.001+08:00

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What's one food you'll never eat again?

2011-02-09T10:44:00.001+08:00

Mustard .

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What YouTube video made you laugh recently?

2011-02-09T10:43:00.001+08:00

Shane Dawson's :D

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2011-02-09T10:38:00.001+08:00

Ask or tell me things .Nonsensical questions will not be entertained :) http://formspring.me/AishaaAshton

If you have a gf/bf that loves you as much as you love him/her, but need to leave you because of some reasons, what will you do? )":

2011-02-08T21:03:00.001+08:00

I will try to understand and try to put myself in his situation .I would do the same if I were him .But depends on the reason :)

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OMG. Something happened to fs. Sorry. If i ask you a question 'What the hell are you talking about? Tell me ah sia!' I was dedicating my question to wanie and rara. peace.

2011-02-08T21:02:00.001+08:00

Ohh ,its okay .

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Do you agree that friendships can last longer than relationships?

2011-02-08T21:01:00.001+08:00

Yup .

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Dead !

2011-02-05T20:58:00.003+08:00

My blog will be dead for awhile but no worries ,it will be back once I got time to update it .So ,dont bother to come back and check it .Latest ,will be back by 7 February .

Thanks .

What u love about yourself ? :D

2011-02-04T23:24:00.001+08:00

My eyes ,I guess .Heh :D

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Long Post for you ,Bitch

2011-02-01T20:45:00.002+08:00

I don't know if you gonna find my blog or not .If you read it ,its better .I got a lot of words to say to you .First of all ,you have to know that we are bestfriends .You know what's bestfriends is ?If you don't know ,go check online dictionary kay .We treat each other like siblings .And that's why we joke around alot and tease each other because that's what siblings do .And we are not going to fall in love with each other and not going to boyfriend/girlfriend .I won't be surprise if you were his stead one day .You never heard of siblings fall for each other right .We may tease other by touching each other but seriously we don't and NEVER have feelings for each other .You may be jealous because we go to school together ,go home together ,walk together but try to get all the words up there in your sickening brain .If you're still gonna be jealous and show us that jealousy face and that jealousy attitude ,go ahead because I already explain to you until I'm out of words .That's your problem if you still want to be jealous kay .

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2011-01-31T20:18:00.003+08:00

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Hey ,do you have any guy bestfriend/s ?

2011-01-31T20:18:00.001+08:00

Yes !I have 1 guy best of the bestfriends .He's awesome !!

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Current Impression? HAHAH (>.<)

2011-01-30T23:51:00.003+08:00

Hmm ,you're still nice to me .And we are still friends :)

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Ice-cream or chocolate?

2011-01-30T23:51:00.001+08:00

Chocolate :)

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Breakfast :)

2011-01-30T19:52:00.003+08:00

I was reminded by Izzati to update my blog .Since I didnt upload it for so long .

In the morning ,went to breakfast at KFC with Izzati .Like finally ,I was waiting for the day to come since last year -.- After buying my Platter Meal ,I sit down and update my Twitter on my phone .Since my phone scroll button was gone ,I have to use to use my fingernail to scroll ,then Izzati was like ,'Kau picit ape tu ?' HAHAHA Then after we eat ,went to Rivervale Plaza to go to the bank .It was raining and there were puddles everywhere we walk .And I love to play with the water .And I got myself wet -.- 82 came and we dont know if it will reach Rivervale Plaza .We were like hesitating to take it .But in the end we still take it and luckily reach .After that ,took 80 to Compass Point to buy myself Shark Fin's Soup .

Reached and the shop was like halfway open .And the shark fin's soup periuk like half open .Like havent cook .Then the stallholder was like preparing things .We were about to take the escalator when I changed my mind .And the Shark Fin's soup is ready ,lucky I ask .Then walked to the bustop .I didnt realise my bus came already and Izzati also like keep quiet .HAHA

Reached home ,watched movie ,eat my shark fin's soup then fell asleep .I woke up at 7pm .I thought I was late for school because I sleep too long -.-

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2011-01-30T19:50:00.001+08:00

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First impression of me ? ^.^

2011-01-30T19:48:00.001+08:00

Your face mcm sombong .HAHA But bile da kawan ,you very nice and friendly :)

Ask me questions .

What is your first impression of me ? :DDDDDDD

2011-01-29T22:47:00.001+08:00

You have a good sense of fashion and you look friendly :)

Ask me questions .

What is your favourite fruit? HAHA. (: Sry being damn random.

2011-01-29T22:46:00.003+08:00

Its okay for being random .I like peach :)

Ask me questions .

Hello! (: Do you think im too friendly? OR am i more to the arrogant side?

2011-01-29T22:46:00.001+08:00

Hmm ,I dont know you .But by your face ,you look friendly :)

Ask me questions .

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2011-01-28T23:28:00.001+08:00

Ask me questions . http://formspring.me/AishaaAshton PS :Nak kutok ,letak name please so I can take down .thanks

Random Kay

2011-01-26T22:08:00.003+08:00

This was just a random post to stop my blog from dying .I dont feel like updating my blog anymore .I'm feeling miserable this few days .I feel so weak emotionally .Didnt went to school today because I dont feel like going .I didnt know what's going on with myself .He's not worth my time ,I should move on .He's not texting ,not calling .I'll guess its better for him to move on with his own way .I lead my own .I couldnt believe that I almost fall for someone that is the same class as me ! WTF .Well ,I did say I almost fall .Whatever ,things didnt go the way I plan .So dont blame me and get your noses off my business .

Careless Me !

2011-01-18T21:34:00.003+08:00

School was okay okay .Not much of interesting .I slept the whole day yesterday right after I came back from school .I sleep for about 12 hours and I woke up at 7 .I thought I was going to be late so I messaged Rohini that I will be late .But in the end ,I still got time to catch the 7.25 bus .I messaged her that I will be meeting her .Then she like rushing and she reach around 8 plus .Took 27 as usual today .There's a lady asking me if 27 got go to Century Square then I say yes .Then she say ,got turn left .I also say yes .After I sit already ,the lady ask the bus driver then she never take the bus .Paisey sia .HAHA And same thing like yesterday .There's no queue for 31A .We create the queue then got people queueing .

Reached school ,first lesson was TMaths -.- The teacher like gay sia .I already ROFL when I saw the reaction on Wilson's face .He talked alot about alot of things .I didnt remember anything he said .And his pronounciation was like chinese national .And as usual ,my classmates make fun of his pronounciation .HAHA He released us early for our lunch .As usual ,went to our usual spot at Cafeteria 2 .After went to watch people singing and playing guitar at the forum .After the song finish ,went to wait outside our classroom .And I did the 'shampoo girl ' thing Mdm Ainah told us about coz I was using the Sunsilk conditioner .HAHA Rohini and Hafizah were really laughing like mad .

After Mdm Ainah reached ,we got AE .And there was this CA using microphone from other class leak into our class .And it was really annoying and our lecturer cant really teach .It was quite loud .And Mdm Ainah have to stop at times .We had a 20 min break and I was about to buy pants when I found out the shop closed -.- Everytime I want to buy ,the shop closed -.- I dont care ,tomorrow must buy !After that ,we went to Auditorium for principle's speech *yawn* Wasnt paying attention .Was talking to Faridzwan the whole time .And he keeps going ,'Aku lapar .'HAHA ,like never fast before .

After that ,went to eat at KFC Tampines with Rohini .And then went to Fairprice to buy perfume .When want to pay ,I cannot find my wallet and Rohini thought I was joking -.- I already got the mini heart attack and she still can act cool .I straight away went back to KFC and ask the person .I really thank god that it was my wallet .I really really thank god alot .After that ,went back to ntuc to buy the perfume .Omg ,how careless can I be .Then went home .

Boring Saturday

2011-01-15T21:00:00.003+08:00

So ,its Saturday .And I'm bored .As usual ,every Saturday I will rot and home -.- Argghhhh ,boringggg laaaaaaa .I want to go out !No one to go out with and no one to text to .He's working and only finish by 9.30 ,I think .Boringgggg laaaaa !Ohh ,and I woke up at 9.30am just now thanks to IzzatiSyg for messaging me .Its because of my phone ,its noisy .And once I woke up ,I cant go back to sleep .So ordered Mac breakfast and finish eating at 11 .And until I havent eat a single thing .Gosh ,I'm dying of hunger .

Tomorrow ,there will be the National Life Saving thing .But I'm not going .Gonna rest at home .I wish something interesting will happen tomorrow or maybe go out .I will be super bored if I didnt go out for these 2 days .And I'm excited for next Friday ,gonna have a date with girlfs :) Someone's gonna escape from extra education on that day .Susah dapat tu !HAHA I totally miss my girlfs so much .Izzati not so much la .She also always go school and home with her new friend ,Didi :( Only sometimes I can see her :(

Okay whatever ,I'm done .Sayaaaaaaaang ,faster finish work .I want to text you can .

End of first week :)

2011-01-14T23:40:00.003+08:00

Well ,its the end of the first week .And I'm quite happy with it .Made friends with half of my class .

School starts really early today .Was at the bustop by 6.45 and Rohini was effing late .I called her and she said she will be there in 10 mins time .So much for her 10 mins .14 bus of 27 go already .I waited for her for more than half an hour .Then took the 15th 27 because she took it first .I was actually abit pissed .The 27 bus driver was so slow .Halfway in the bus ,I fell asleep .So fcuking slow .Reached Tampines at 8.05am .Then faster look for cab .Want to take cab also difficult .Finally got once cab and reached class at 8.30am -.-

CA was talking about something but I cant remember about what .But I remember at 9.30 we had a 30 mins break .Went to sit at the mini restaurant at third level .Coz its nearer to our class .Well ,as usual ,sit with the chinese boys and we had exchange-phone-number session .We passed around our phone and ask them to key in their number .And I dont even know who's phone I key in my number into .Then went back to classa and CA explain about the items we need to use in the lab .And we have to buy a soldering iron and a de-soldering iron for our own use .And we have to go all the way to Sim Lim Square to buy it -.- After CA finish explaining all these ,all of us cant wait to go home .And finally we were released at 11.30am :) Ohh ,and I cant stop but teasing Faridzwan the whole day .HAHA

Its been like a normal routine for me to temankan Shahrul until his father came .He will wait at the lobby and then Afiq will just leave him there to wait for his father .Then told hafizah to accompany him until his father comes .We usually would talk crap until his father came .After that ,Rohini and me went to Tampines and she try to print the photos but the machine spoil or something .Then took bus to Compass Point .And I think we spent an hour on the machine just to sent 4 photos -.- Well ,I decided to print 2 photos for my own and the other 2 for her own .Then took bus home .Muhammad msg-ed me that he was at Cp but he never see me .Well of course ,I already on my way home .HAHA

Reached home ,wash up then on laptop .A few hours later on ,Shahrul chat with me .We talked about a few things .Was trying to convince him that he still have friends like us and not to worry so much .Okay ,then was texting Muhammad halfway and I fell asleep .Woke up at 11.30pm -.-I hope next week will have more adventure and get to know my class better :)

ITE Life

2011-01-12T21:10:00.003+08:00

Okay ,I think this is gonna be a long post because I'm going to post about my first 3 days at ITE Simei .

First Day -

First day ,went to school with Izzati .We reached the bustop quite late so there was alot of ITE students .When we reached Tampines Int ,more worse .In fact there was a long queue of ITE students queueing for the 31A bus .But the queue move quite fast .While queueing ,there was this ITE guy ,he asked ask if we were first year .Then after I answer ,he accidentally hit the person infront of us .After he went off ,Izzati said ,'Tu la ,kacau orang lagi .'I already ROFL .Funny sia the way she say .

Then went to report at the ISH .We were lost at first because we dont know our classes .After sitting down ,then they talk talk talk .Then went to the class to have a simple briefing .Wooo ,my teacher so gerek .Izzati say her teacher slenger .HAHA Then went back to the ISH back -.- Then lunch ,after that gather at the Forum .Then dot dot dot .I forget what happened next .

Second Day -
As usual ,went to school with Izzati .This time ,we are eabit early .There was not much crowd .Reached school ,went to sit at the Forum first because we were both waiting for our classmate .They reached quite late then went to our respective classes .Then had briefing then went to Function Hall and we have to play some so called Amazing Race .We went to different parts of the school then do some task then back to the function hall .

Lunch-ed then gather at the Forum .Then they bring us to back to the ISH ,I think .I forget .Memory full ar !And I hate it when we have to sit on the floor because I'm wearing skirt and its like a tight skirt .So its a bit difficult for me to sit .And after awhile ,I will have serious leg cramps .Grrr .Then we were released from the stadium .Then there's this BridgeLeader very cute sia .He nod his head and his head go up and down .HAHAHA ,CUTE !

Third Day /Today -
Didnt get to go to school with Izzati :( Coz she have to report early .Went to school with my another classmate .Reached school then went to our class .As usual ,the teacher will talk about something ,mark attendance ,etc .Then went to the ISH for the Telematch .Boringgg !At first ,EIT was not as excited .Then went its about to end ,the emcee ask us to make some noise .We really make some noise .The emcee was quite surprised .Although we didnt win ,we still shout for the best .We still got second for our ignite9 .AHS didnt get any prize so they cheer for us .Aww ,I'm so touched .I think I will start to love school .The nodding head guy ,got sore throat and he couldnt shout .When he try to shout ,his voice terkehil .HAHA

Okay ,I think thats it la .I lazy to type already .Was texting Muhammad since yesterday and he didnt went to school today because he was sick .Poor thing .Hopefully he recover tomorrow .Tomorrow cannot go school with Izzati because she starts at 8 :( Maybe I'm going alone .Tomorrow ,having CCA drive .Hopefully ,tomorrow got silat kay .My passion .Amin .Made some friends .Mostly guys ar .Not because I flirt la ,but I mix with guys better .

Late Night Supper

2011-01-07T00:50:00.005+08:00

Since its almost 1am ,I'll continue my story with YESTERDAY .It was raining and I slept for like more thann 12 hours .And woke up at 4pm and its still raining .Was bored to the max because I stayed at home the whole day yesterday .As usual ,computer is my first priority .Went online ,listen to the radio ,chatting with people and doing some random stuffs .

Hohoho ,and that random someone chat with me .Its only for awhile and then he went off .I spend like half an hour staring into the computer thinking what should I do next .After 8pm ,my brother went off to work and I was left home alone .My the other brother went to Hong Kong and will be back on Sunday .I was home alone until 11.45pm when my mom returned .Its already 1 in the morning .And just chatting with IzzatiSyg but Facebook was acting like shit .And Izzati and me was debating who offline .I was thinking of going out tomorrow to Cotton On .I want to buy shirt .Asked Izzati for accompany but she said she not confirm -.- And I have yet to buy battery for my phone .My previous phone ,the screen was totally blacked out and the only way I could receive my messages is through the computer .So my sis lend me another phone .And this phone ,the battery just explode and cant be used anymore .Can see that the battery has explode because its bloated .And I havent got the time to go to the handphone shop because I was lazy .Hee hee .So I endure .

Currently texting with Izzati thru the computer -.- Feels like chatting .Hopefully she can make it tomorrow please .Amin .I really want that shirt and sweater .Going out to buy school shoes soon .With my sister -.- She is always busy with school and working stuffs .Then ade hati nak ajak orang gi beli kasot -.- I told her I rather go myself .Kay la ,whatever .BYE !

Nitec Electronics

2011-01-03T23:10:00.004+08:00

Sorry for the non updating blog for this long long days .I dont feel like updating .Well ,this few days I got a bad stomach day .And now ,Im back fine .

Was busy thinking about ITE stuffs .I got Nitec Electronics at Simei .Its the course that I wanted but not exactly .That was actually my second choice .My first was Office Skills but instead I got Electronics .But still okay ,Im still interested at that .Will be registering at Simei on 5th Jan with my mum .School starts at 10 Jan ,9 am .Going with IzzatiSayang .But she's Info Com and I'm Electronics .I'm scared that I will be the only girl in my class :( I'm scared that I wont be having any friends :( I'm too used to my secondary life :( I really hope that I can find friends fast if not ,I'm gonna be lonely for the whole of 2 years .

But most of all ,I'm gonna miss all my girlfs .Especially those who get to Sec 5 .Im not even sure that I can Izzati everyday at school :( But whatever ,Im still excited about my new school and my new course and my new uniforms and 10 Jan with IzzatiSayang :)

I LOVE THIS ^^

2010-12-27T22:09:00.003+08:00

Hello Hello Hello ! I've already got my own DSLR .Sony Alpha 230 LOVE Bought for $580 .Second hand but includes the whole set and another lens .I super love the another lens .Shall bring it for my primary school reunion and I'm going back to Sentosa to take pictures of my love ones .One day when my Izzati is not working and she's free .Nowadays ,its hard for me to ask her out .Sometimes shes working and sometimes she off but got something on -.- Its difficult for me to see she's free and not working .

Wouldnt talk much here because nowadays I dont really blog that much .But I still post something up .Woke up at 3 just now .I know ,its quite late .Then shower and get ready .Went to meet the person who's going to sell me her camera .My bapak-angkat's daughter .After that ,went to buy my hamster food then went home .Got home ,ordered Domino's Pizza .I eat the whole lot to myself coz I'm super hungry .

First Sight

2010-12-22T17:32:00.004+08:00

Was supposed to meet Izzati today for her break but then I was sick .So I told her I cant go .Was abit dissappointed .I was suddenly sick .Is it because of the yesterday's ice cream .Maybe .I already got flu .Sore throat and fever is already on the way .Faster recover soon can .

Yesterday was awesome .Went for a bowling session with IZZATIs and Sulaiman .Laughed alot . Especially when we are together .After bowling ,went to eat ice cream at a new shop at Kovan .They serve us the ice cream with chopsticks .Its not really ice cream scoop .Its like snowflake .I laughed when I watch Man and Eezartea eat the ice cream with chopsticks .HAHA Sorry for the short short short post .I really got nothing much to say .

You can never "just be friends" with somebody you used to love, simply because a little part of you will ALWAYS love them.

Depressed

2010-12-19T21:11:00.002+08:00

First ,I got terminated from my job then got dissappointing results and now ,lost my phone .Really feel so depressed .I cried for 3 days straight .What an unlucky year for me .I really feel that there is no hope for me keep on living .That phone was a gift from my brother .And the fucking person who found my phone switched off my phone .FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK ! If my brother find out ,he's gonna kill me .I'm currently at my sister's place and I dont feel like going home .I just feel that I got no home and no family .My mum doesnt care about her children anymore .My brothers dont even bother about me .To them ,I never exist .

I only go home just because of my pets .Most of the time ,I wont stay at home .I would just go home and feed them .I only stay at home when no one is at home .Even if they are in their room ,I still dont like .I just want to be alone most of the time .I cant live without a phone .Its like I'm gasping for air when I got no phone .Its like a fish out of water .I really to buy a handphone strap next time so I can hang it around my neck all the time so it wont get lost .How careless can I be ! I can feel that I'm going insane soon .Its just so fucking depressing !

Results :(

2010-12-18T07:50:00.003+08:00

Just like I guessed ,I would end up in ITE .For the rest of my friends who got promoted ,its easy for them to say because they're not in my shoe .I'm sure if they were in my shoe ,they would be crying also .Yes ,I did cry after taking the results .Its really stressing when you got your dissappointing results right after you were terminated from work the day before .I cry because of both things .I give up in trying hard for my studies .Even though I study so hard for my N levels ,still ended up in ITE .Same goes to my work ,I've been extending and working on my off days and they still want to terminate me .Thats why I gave up on trying .Dont try to cheer me up because in the end ,I'll also have to face reality .Life has no meaning to me .I got terminated from my job and my results were dissappointing .Whats the purpose for me to live anymore ? Just to drag myself to school and to find a job .I'm not cut for that .

Actually ,I give up trying in everything .It happens the same to my PSLE in 2006 .I studied so hard and yet I end up in Normal Academic .And I can only dream to get promoted to Sec 5 .My mum saw the resylts and she was like comparing me with my siblings .She said :Abang masok sec 5 ,kakak masok sec 5 ,kau sorang je masok ITE . I was already feeling sad and dissappointed at that time .And my brother also was like ,you cant even pass N levels ,stupid .Even typing this down ,I'm already crying .I just want to see how far can they go .None of my family members is supporting me except for my sister .I'm so unlucky to have this kind of family members .To them ,I'm just useless and good for nothing .I cant even pass my N levels .

Back !

2010-12-11T22:42:00.003+08:00

Kay ,I'm finally back to updating my blog .Well ,not much story as some of you might expected .I'm really really tired now ,so I'll just summarise most of the things .

Slept for like 3 hours then Izzati woke me up at 6 .She miss called me 13 times .The next call then I wake up .By the time ,it was already 6.30am .So quickly got ready .Reached Cp abit later then went to eat breakfast coz I was super hungry as I didnt eat the night before .After eat ,took train to Harbourfront .Was stationed at Beach today .Doing rover :) Today was ZoukOut Day .And by 1 ,there was already a whole lot of crowd at Beach Station .I was suppose to go to home at 5 but then too many crowd .So Kak Aishah ask me to extend .Suppose to end at 8.45pm but seriously ,I was super tired and sleepy .So told Kak Maz I'm going home at 7 .Went to buy dinner then .Now ,at home ,full and sleepy .HAHA ,going to sleep soon I guess .

This few days ,I was stationed with AWESOME people .I mean ,really fun people .Yesterday was at Harbourfront with Aiman .HAHA ,he very funny and cute guy la .I was like ROFL -ing all the way .And time went very fast .The funny part was when we still waiting for the bus when there is no more bus .HAHA ,kecih sia that time .HAHAHA ,today rover-ed with Asraf .Gerek also .At first shy shy ,but then he quite open sia .He talked to me so 'open' .HAHA I was also LOL-ing wth him just now .Hopefully ,tomorrow with awesome awesome people kay .Amin :)

Hiatus

2010-12-06T03:51:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the MIA for quite a long time .From today onwards I will be on HIATUS kay .I wont be updating my blog for quite awhile as I'm busy with work and stuffs .So I'll update it when I'm free .If possible ,I try to squeeze in as much story as I can remember ,kay .

Thanks for your understanding :)

Love ,

Perangai Sial

2010-12-03T01:59:00.004+08:00

Okay tu orang ,perangai da macam sial kay .
Kalau orang message ,tau reply tak .
Tkmo step bodoh ar .
At least reply ar kau takleh jawab soalan aku skrg .
Cheebye ,kau pikir aku ade mase nak tunggu kau pe .
Muke je budak decent tapi perangai lebih terok dari nonsense .
Hari ni ,hari kau eh .Selamat ar kay .
Karma will hit you back soon kay .
See if we ever meet again .
Kalau kau punye perangai mcm gini ngan aku ,jangan harap aku
nak buat baik ngan kau lagi kay .Tkmo perasan .
Kau ngan besty kau same same bodoh eh .
Your attitude towards me reflects my attitude towards yourself .
Thats why I talk to your besty in that kind of manner .
Jangan tanye asal ,tanye diri sendiri kay .

Kay ar ,ngah binget sekarang .Psl budak tu .Tkmo step abang2 kay .Last shift at Sentosa rover .Did with Kak Suzanna then I alone since 8.45 to 12am .Was bored ,so I refill flyers and talk to the ticketing guys .After doing last train and shutting down shutters ,went to clean up the store .Looks better now .East people were only me and Lin Mi .So as usual ,abang raihan sent me last .Then me .As usual ,we shared our stuffs together .Then when reached ,heard the scary sound effect from the radio .HAHA ,then ask him to send me near my house .Then he go already .Well ,he advice me alot .And I usually take his advices if it is good :)Later also last shift :DD Actually I never work today but I want to .And I lost my POSB card .Cheebye !Have to make new one tomorrow .Tsk !Kay ar ,bye ,I want to sleep .

Loads of Stories

2010-11-27T04:55:00.003+08:00

Just got home .Just now ,reached around 2.30 at my house then lepak with Abang Raihan until 4 plus then he have to go off already .And I'm hungry .Waiting for Mac to arrive .

As usual ,went to meet Izzati at Cp .And I was early this time .HAHA ,dinner was on Izzati .Took train to Vivo .Reached ,bought drink and some food to eat at pantry .After eat ,iron the uniform then start work .We reached early and we have to wait to punch in .I was at Beach Rover .Gereks !Nasir went home at 5 and Daniel went home at 10 .And along the way ,I got that feeling that Nasir like me .I was like WTF .After he went home ,I was like fuuuh ,he's gone .Good !I was suppose to meet our boss at 5.30 but then it was cancelled .At 6 ,went for my break and Izzati's break is at 7 and it cant be changed .So I got nothing to do .Run errands for the Sentosa IC .Then help to do Sentosa rover with Izzati .Then I have to run up and down to ask for the bank slip .When its actually not the one I'm looking for .After that ,back to Sentosa then back to Beach .

I was then transferred to Waterfront as GR -.- I dont like do GR .Reached ,ask Syafiq for a change .Thank God he want to do GR .After 10 plus ,Kak Ida and some of them went home .So Syafiq have to go up and help me coz there are still crowd .And Han came to visit me and Syafiq .And he make me laugh like alot until I forgot what to say to say to the guests .After he went off ,I also have to go back to Beach Station .Then back to doing rover .After everything end ,back home .Was messaging Han all the way .And Han asked me for stead .And I told him that I dont entertain requests through text .HAHA Then I was tired so I lie down at the back of the seat .I was last as usual .We had a long talk about both of us and some secrets .

Kay ,I think thats it .I'm gonna finish eating and sleep .I'm so lucky tomorrow is my off day .HAHA

Back Working (Y)

2010-11-26T12:05:00.003+08:00

After the training's over ,I'm back to working again .YES ! I missed doing rover ,the walkie talkie and everything about it .For 4 days straight I was to and fro for the training since morning till afternoon .

Will be going work later around 1 plus .Will be meeting Izzati as usual at Cp .And I have to be earlier than her .HAHA ,than dinner will be on her .She challenged me to do it ,so I will .And I got nothing much to say for today's post .

This few days ,I've been listening to jiwang songs .I dont know why .Its like all of a sudden .I hate it when emotions take over me .Be strong Aisha ,dont let emotions take over you easily .And I hope I can be strong enough .

Okay ,I think Imma go get ready now .I dont want to be late to meet Izzati .

Training's Over

2010-11-25T21:42:00.004+08:00

Yup ,I'm done with my job training .I'm not gonna list all the 4 days as I'm lazy and tired .Was like super tired today .Its like for the first I'm in Sentosa for more than 9 hours -.-

We went to alot of attractions today .Merlion Plaza ,Images Of Singapore ,Desperados ,4D Magix and Cineblast .As usual ,meet Izzati in the morning to eat breakfast then go to work .I was abit early today .I woke up 6.20 today .And then I have to wake that person up .Called him twice then he answer .Asked him to wake up and go to school .Then get ready .I was out of the house by 7.10 then I forgot to bring my schedule .Fuck so went home and take back then just nice ,reached bustop ,bus just reached <3 Then reached Cp around 7.20 or 7.25 .

After breakfast ,went to take the train .I was feeling so sleepy .Reached ,punched in and then we went for the attractions .Then lunch then continue to attractions .During the Images Of Singapore ,I ask them to meet them outside .Then Izzati and me faster get out of the place .It was like really scary and there was one part that there is only wax statues and jungle-like place .I quickly walk then Izzati left behind .Then I just grab her hand and rushed outside .Punye susah nak keluar .Up down ,up down .Then finally got out of the place .Without Spooktacular also the place look like Haunted House .

Then walked to the other side .Ohh ,and before that ,the rest have to take their uniforms .I received another pair of uniform :) Then he called me saying that he is outside already .So I went out to meet him for awhile .Aisey ,die nampak hensem la pkai baju uniform .HAHA Then I only see him off after he took the train then I went inside back .After all the rides and attractions ,went to meet Raj .And we have to wait for like 1 hour like that to meet him .Because there's also other people meeting him about the deployment .Ohh and otw to Imbiah ,I saw UNCLE Muhsin at Waterfront then when I called him that ,he ssshhhhh me .HAHA

After that ,we go home .Talked to Afiq like alot .We listen to the same genres .HAHA Talked to him about songs ,relationships and stuff like that .After that ,punched out .Then went to eat at Banquet .Vivo was full house so went to Cp .Banquet at Cp also full so eat KFC .That one the queue also long .Other queue have moved but not our queue -.- After eat ,went home .Otw ,talked to Daniel Bentley for while .He called because he mendak .HAHA Lepak sia .Then he say my UNCLE Muhsin doing rover alone .And I was laughing alone in the bus . Then he have to go already coz IC came back .

Now ,I'm like super duper tired .And I'm gonna turn in early today .Maybe after he come back :) Tomorrow meeting Izzati at 1.45 ,I'm so excited .I got to do rover .Can do last train tomorrow .How I've missed rover :') If tomorrow if I reached Cp by 1.45 ,dinner is on her .HAHA Dont worry ,I'll be there earlier than her .HAHA

OJT

2010-11-23T17:59:00.005+08:00

For this 2 days ,I didnt work but I attend job training .With Izzati .Well ,its supposed to be 2 days but they extend up to 4 days .First day ,not bad la .Second day ,which is today also okay .I wasnt really paying attention so I was playful when the trainer is talking .I disturb Lisdianita ,the new girl .Well ,to keep myself entertained .We got role play and all this kind of stuff ."To break the ice ." -.-

Breakfast was provided for the first day .But not for today and tomorrow and so on .Meet Izzati as usual today .Yesterday ,I went straight to sleep in my jeans .I didnt even bother to change .Well ,maybe I ws too tired .Took train all the way to Harbourfront .Reached ,punched in then went to sit in the meeting room .They keep picking on me because I wear the uniform already .I know ,I wouldnt have worn the uniform first .Grrr ,then I have to show them what is Sentosa wave and the role play ,I have to act professionally .And most of the things ,I know .HAHA ,biase la ,da 3 minggu keje .HAHA ,menyampah eh .After training ,went home with Izzati and Lisdianita .Took 161 with Izzati from Hougang then .

I just dont want to involve in this relationship things anymore .
I just want to have a life on my own .
But when someone stole my heart ,I cant stop them .
I'm too weak to stop them .
I maybe looking strong on the outside but I'm weak emotionally .
I cnat stop that person from entering my mind .
If only ,I wouldnt have met him ,I wouldnt be in this state .
I can tell myself to be strong but the more I tell myself ,
the more I weaken .
Why must you enter my life ?
Now ,I almost fall in love with you without you knowing .
I cant tell my heart to stop because you made me this way .
The one who started it is the only one can stop it .
But how can you stop it without me telling you ?
I'm never gonna tell you because I'm afraid of how you might react .
Well ,if your reaction is positive ,I'm sorry ,I'm gonna ask you to stop me .
I dont have a choice because I cant fall in love with you .
I only can if you can change my mind :(

Kayuuuuuu !

2010-11-22T03:30:00.003+08:00

Currently ,chatting with Abang Raihan psl kayu tu .Okay ,first of all ,I just got home from work .Well ,its delayed because something happened just now .Ini sume Abang Raihan punye psl .Well ,I start with first kay ,From A to Z .

Woke up at 11 just now and messaged Izzati .She called the Sentosa Station about the death reunion or soemthing like that .Its suppose to be a lie but really ,she has a death reunion or kenduri arwah .Well ,I cover for her .Nevermind la ,kawan punye psl .After that ,I continue to sleep until 4 plus .Then wake up ,get ready for work .But first ,head to my sister's working place to eat because I was quite hungry .As usual .Fish and chips was my first meal .Then around 5.30 head off to work .

Reached a bit late then went to Waterfront .Doing rover .There was like a whole lot of crowd .And it keep us busy for quite sometime .And was doing with syafiq and there's this one part where a woman looks at me .

Me :Ape tengok tengok sia ?
Syafiq :Asl ?
Me :Die tengok tengok aku sia .Carik psl pe .
Syafiq :Psl kau lawa .
Me : -.- Die perempuan sey .
Syafiq :Mane tau die butch ke lesbian ke .
Me :HAHA ,siak .

Was quite busy but it keeps the time going .Out of nowhere ,our boss appeared .CB !Malas la nk bebual psl tu .Then from 10 onwards I was alone .And I get to do rover .Serious shit ,nari sume perangai mcm sial .Satu satu ,sia muke mcm sial .

Or maybe its just me ,Im tired and the guests sume perangai SIAL .Binget ! Going home time was superb .Only 4 of us took the East van and after sending the girl and Ashburn home ,we lepak at the road near Kak Jun's house .We storystory abit .And there's one part when I ask Abang Raihan about the conflict between him and the pakcik .And it was a long story .And there's one part ,when Abang Raihan go inside the van for awhile then when he came out he walk with the kayu like how the pakcik did .I was already ROFL non stop .Then it dragged until 2.30 then he send me home .When I was about to close the van ,also he disturb me .Until now .At fb ,chatting with him .Sial la .HAHAHA ,Smpi maseh ketawe .Kay la ,I want to sleep already .Only few hours left .

Last Shift (H)

2010-11-20T02:53:00.003+08:00

I love doing last shift .Like Izzati said ,I'm addicted to last shift .HAHA ,its just gerek .For this whole week ,I did last shift .I just got home just now ,timecheck :02 :56AM .

Yesterday (just now) abit irritated .Was having this pain-like-gastric .From the day before .Then I have to go for my break earlier .Did Beach GR .My first impression is like this -_______- Idk but I find Beach GR is stupid .Wave at the escalator -______-Like what Amanda said .Today ,my 2nd sayang work last shift :DDDDDD During break ,just eat sandwiches and pepsi bought from 7 eleven .Seriously ,I dont feel like eating heavy stuffs .Since yesterday yesterday .I didnt eat the whole day except a bottle of Pepsi to fill up my stomach .And I cant believe it that I can tahan for that whole 9.75 hour .Did GR was so frustrating .Especially when it comes to crowd control .When I say cannot go in ,dont go in laaaa .Stubborn ,still go in .CB .For the last 2 hours ,did rover :DDDD Change with Sean .That guy very smart .He will ask me to Timecheck and Radiocheck .And right after I did ,the rest of the station followed .Bangga ar ,first time .HAHA Same for the 'Beach Rover noted' .His quote to me is 'You want to be fast ,I faster than you .'

After that ,my IC pulak cut queue .CB .She come up and say for me .After she went down ,I maki die berbakol bakol ar .I know what I'm suppose to do la .No need to do for me .Fuuuuuuuuuuck !Transport was late just now because Abang Raihan tidor mati .HAHA Then the China guy fetch us .He was late because he went to the wrong carpark .HAHA Changed then went down .Checked deployment ,today as usual ,last shift at Imbiah GR -______- Please God ,change me to rover later ,I want do last train :) GR mendak sungguh and scary .There was like totally no one .Izzati also last shift but she start at 6 :( Nevermind ,as long same shift :) In the van ,sit with no.2 sayang .And something happenedddddd :O I'm not gonna put here .Paiseh ! I was the second last to go home .

And I'm seriously sleepy .Gonna sleep now ,Bye !

Last Train :DD

2010-11-17T03:13:00.003+08:00

The reason I put the title Last Train is because now I know how to do OT for last train .Weee ,now I can take last shift often .Okay ,yesterday work ,not gerek coz I didnt get to meet my 2 sayangs .We only get to say Hi ,bye only :( Izzati shift end at 6pm while I start at 6pm :( And my other sayang at Imbiah Gr then only see him once .

Met my sis at Vivo at 5 to eat first because I got no break when I start work .Coz I work for like 6hrs only .Changed then start work .Was station at Waterfront today as rover .Damn tiring with the Universal Studio crowd .We keep asking GR to hold crowd .The crowd never ends until 10 plus .It was a bit of a slacking and there's one time ,the train come from both side at the same time and I'm all alone .Then when I ask GR to go up and help me ,IC say not much of crowd ,CB .Never see the camera ar ,got 2 train come same time .

Was quite bored actually .Then waited for like a few more hours then it was the last train .Now ,I know how to do OT already ,I feel so happy with another girl ,Hazlinda .After that ,wait for transport at the carpark .The transport took so long to come .Tomorrow ,station at Harbourfront GR until 11pm .Tsk ,cannot do OT :( Nevermind ,there's always a next time .And also a next time for me to be station with that someone :) Okay ,I just got home aorund 2 plus just now .And now ,feeling sleepy .

Working Life :DDD

2010-11-16T02:34:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating for the past few days .I'm busy working .I'll start with Sunday kay :D Its almost 3am in the morning .And thats the only time I can update my blog .The rest of the time I'm working .

On Sunday ,Im working from 3pm to 12.45am .One word ,Gerek .Doing last shift with Izzati .Only thing is that im at Imbiah GR ,she at Sentosa ticketing .And yesterday ,I tak meet that person :( Coz he never work .He is off on Sunday .Last shift is like the most awesome shift ever .After doing the OT last train then wait for the van to pick us up from Imbiah .The driver driver the van violent sey .Reached ,change to house clothes then the van send us home .This time ,the van more worse .Damn violent smpi Izzati melayang layang .HAHA Reached home at 1.30 then play laptop awhile then have to sleep coz that person ask me to sleep early .

Yesterday ,did last shift with Izzati also .Only that I'm at Beach Rover and she doing Imbiah GR .Beach Rover is gerek to the max .I did with another person until 10pm .Then I was alone until the last train departs .Was awesome ,there was no people except for myself .And I get to hold the walkie and used it alot .Then there's one German guy come out of the train and ask me why we have to wave all these .Then I have to explain to him one by one .I don't know how to do OT then my IC helped me .Today ,I try to learn kay .Hopefully ,today I get to partner with someone who is gerek .And that one person today working but he is at Imbiah GR .And somemore 1.30 to 10pm .I dont think so we get to meet each other .Tkpe ,its okay .

Now ,I think I very sleepy already .Its 3am and I start work at 6pm today .Izzati start at 11am :( Then I alone again :( I wish theres a few days that I have the shift with someone I prefer :) That person sleep already coz he was having headache .So ,he sleep first .Now ,my turn .Kay bye !

I Love Workinggg !

2010-11-13T17:28:00.004+08:00

Yesterday working time was super fucking awesome .Was shift at Beach station like finally .Windy place and nice view .Plus my working partner is Abu Bakar aka AshBurn .HAHA ,he fucking gerek ,I tell you .When he went to break ,I was bored and there's this guy cover him ,Sufi .Damn irritating sia ,if I never talk ,he will say ,"Ape sha ?" he will say that almost evry minute I didnt talk .I cant wait for Ashburn to come back from break .I irritate him by asking him when ashburn be back ,what time he went for his break .Just to irritate him then he said I like Ashburn -.- That Sufi was gerek jgak laa but not as gerek as Ashburn .Then he keep calling me MinahRep .CB sia .HAHA Easy say ,let me tell you how our conversation goes .

Sufi :Asl kau asek tanye psl Abu Bakar ni ?Kau rindu die eh ?
Me :Tak la ,tanye je .
After a few mins .
Me :Ah ah ,aku rindu die ,abeh asl ?Kau jealous ?
Sufi :Okay la ,tanye je kan .

When Ashburn came back ,
Me : (Just saw Ashburn) Eh ,kau da balek .
Sufi :Eh ,die ckp die rindu kau .
Me : Ah ah ,abeh asl ?Aku tau kau jealous kan .
Sufi :Ape sia ?Ah ah la ,aku pon rindu kau ar .*Hugs Ashburn*
Me : -.-

Then he went off .Kecoh I tell you .And Ashburn made my working time fly so fast that I didnt even realise its time for me to go home .We talked about alot of things and we have alot in common .There's one time we heard a girl screaming and both of us turn around and say ,"Sape kene rogol tu ?" at the same time .Another time is when a tourists tell us something and our reaction is the same .Coincidence ,I guess so .Well ,time flies so fast if you're enjoying it .I check my phone once in a while .By the time I knew it ,its already 10pm .Pass him my number then I took the next train back to Vivo .He did the last shift with Rusdi .Yesterday was like the fucking best awesomest working day ever .Well ,its like that if your partner is someone who is gerek .If your partner is boring ,time will fly so slow .Thanks for making my day so enjoying while working with you ,Ashburn .

For today ,sumpah I cannot wake up .Called Duty Admission and ask for change .Tomorrow working last shift with Izzati ,3pm to 12.45pm .Free transport .Hopefully ,dapat buat duty ngan AshBurn in future again kay :)

Short Hair :DD

2010-11-11T23:19:00.003+08:00

Didnt went for work today .Got personal problem ar .HAHA .Only Jundah and Izzati knows why .HAHA ,shhhh .Went out to meet with Izzati and Jundah at Hougang Mall .Then went to eat lunch at KFC .Got something I laugh about just now ,but I forget .Nevermind .Then go cut my hair .Izzati and Jundah noisy sey when I cutting my hair .HAHA I cut my hair concave style .But too short .Stupid la that person .3.80 ,what do you expect .Service also 3.80 laaa .HAHA Then went to meet Cik Ayob at school coz Jundah want to repair her laptop .She so scared that her brother gonna scold her .Watched Illuminati on Youtube then watched Wujud 4 .Got one part where the mirror broke ,Izzati terkejot habes .HAHA Seriously ,I never saw that part of her before .Betol punye terkejot siaa .HAHA Then her eyes watery watery .HAHA

CIk Ayob told us about one cat owned by his friend .He told us ,I really laughed like mad siaa .The cat got big body and small legs then the cat walk got sound 'ting ting ting ' .HAHHAAHAHAHA Sound mahal sia .Stayed on until 6 plus then head off to Compass .Accompany Jundah go eat her Yong Taufu .Then got one incident inside bus ,we thought she said Haiyo .Even when I'm typing this ,I'm laughing by myself .HAHA She was squashed by an auntie infront of her because she was standing .HAHA Then we heard 'Haiyo' .And we thought Jundah said that .And her when being squashed ,very funny sia .I couldnt help but laughing .Me and Izzati keep laughing and Jundah dont know about what .

When we get off the bus ,then we tell .When its actually the auntie who said 'Haiyo' and we thought its Jundah .HAHAHAHA Then Izzati went home .Jundah and me went to eat Banquet then took 156 home .Tomorrow working from 12.15 to 10 as usual .But hopefully not at Sentosa Rover again .

Uploading Photos

2010-11-09T21:01:00.003+08:00

I'm excited and I can't wait for the Ziarah Seni photos to be uploaded .But have to wait for so long -.- So ,I'll guess I just update my blog first .Later if I never update ,my no. 1 reader later complain .Heheh ,you know who you are ;)

Okay ,now at NYDC as usual .Tomorrow start working .Afternoon shift till 10pm .Confirm tired .And while editing photos ,Photoshop buat perangai lagi .Damn irritated sia .Just a short one for tonight .As long I update okay already .Won't be online much tomorrow coz I'm working for at least 3 days .

And Izzati going to Korea this sunday :'( And as usual ,I will be alone :( Tkpe la ,if I'm in her shoe also ,I go coz its one in a lifetime .You don't go to Korea everyday .Tengok cite Korea everyday ade laaaa .HAHA I'm gonna miss NURUL IZZATI BINTE HANAFI so much laaa .I will endure for that 4 days without working with you :')

Back From Camp !

2010-11-08T18:28:00.006+08:00

Firstly ,I want to wish my beloved friend ,Eezartea

Happy 16th Birthday !

Da 16 pon .HAHA Semoga panjang umor and sihat selalu .And last long with your boyfie .And hope we meet soon kay coz I miss you .Hehe :D

And yes ,I'm back from my 3d2n camp .I enjoyed much of it although I'm sick for the last 2 days .Took pictures .Well ,most of it is the scenery and my photography .Not much because when I'm sick ,I dont feel like taking photos .And memory card reader is not with me now .Its with my sis .I will upload it on Wednesday at my Fb .

First Day -

Woke up at 5.45am .The night before ,sleep at Kak Layla's house .Then I was ready by 6.15 or 6.20 .Then charged my phone but wasnt fully charged .So when she was ready ,her husband drive us to Causeway Point .When reached ,Kak Layla's maid miss called her .When she called back ,I forgot to bring my phone .Damn ! CB !I was already worried .No entertain for me during the journey .So ,I have to survive 3 days without my phone :( Took bus to the custom .Borrowed Kak Layla's phone to update my last blog post .Then check passport and everything then head off to Johor custom .Then made our way to The Legends Golf and Country Resort at Kulai ,Johor .Reached and we had a briefing .The room is freaking cold .I can't stand it .After the briefing ,went to eat lunch .Because we reached ,it was already lunch time .Eat quite much because I havent eat since morning .After that ,they distribute the room keys .

After lunch ,went back to our room .It was quite far from the the main place .We have to walk downhill to our rooms .The room was okay but the shower place was stupid .There was like plants and pebbles on the ground .And a few stepping stone under the shower -.- And the top is not FULLY covered .Only quarter of it .And I was already like OMG .WTF ,we pay this much and the shower is like that ?!?! Everytime I need to use the toilet ,I keep looking at the shower ceiling .For the first night ,I didnt bathe .Then we had lessons and more lessons .And we only get to sleep after 10 plus .When we want to get back to our rooms at night ,we have to walk downhill in the dark .There's only a few lights .And we have to bring our torchlight .But I did not .

I went straight to sleep after that because I was really tired .And I can't sleep .I keep waking up at random times .

Second Day -

I didnt get enough sleep and when I wake up for breakfast ,I was feeling sleepy and tired .I didnt eat for breakfast only drink a cup of tea .Then head off for lessons at that cold room .At lunch ,I eat a bit ,well I was force to because my GodMummy asked me to .Then in the afternoon ,we have lessons but I wasnt feeling well + sleepy .So told my GodFather aka Cik Jamil that I need to head back to the room because I was not feeling well .I got back to the room ,I sleep and then I got diarrhoea .In the late afternoon ,Shakir called my room and told me to come because we have to practice for our showtime later on .So when I head back to the seminar room ,everybody was like staring at me .So we did practice and Cik Samsudin couldnt join us because he have to do something else .

After that ,head back to our room again .Bathed so I feel fresh .Then head back to the dining area .Our item was the third one .So we eat first before we perform .And the first item was Kak Layla's group .Then it was Abang Ab's .Then it was mine .Felt nervous during the performance .And I have to hold back my laughter during performance .After that ,back to our table .Then Ramli Sarip performed then distribute prizes .Well ,our group got second .The prize was like -.- Yeah ,then head back to our rooms .Same thing ,I can't sleep .I will have to wake up at random times and go to the toilet .My diarrhoea wont stop .Lucky we dont have to wake up at 6 for our morning exercise .

Third Day -

I woke up late .I went for breakfast late and I didnt eat or drink anything .During lessons ,I was sleepy and sick .So I ask permission to go back to my room .Went I got back to my room ,I realised my file and cert was left in the room .Damn !Well ,it was fate .If I got it back ,then lucky lor .I went to have some rest then at 1 plus ,Cik Jamil called my room asking if I was ready or not .Then he give me a ride back to Singapore .In the car ,we talked about all kind of people .I was laughing my ass off .HAHA

Reached Singapore ,he dropped me off at Woodlands because I have to take my phone at Kak Layla's house .Then called my mum .My mum was outside .So I went home by cab ,Luckily I didnt use any of my money while at Johor .I wasnt feeling well and I guess if I take MRT home ,I would be fainting .I spend $12 on the cab .Reached home ,straightaway went to sleep .

And today ,I cant go to work because I still havent recovered .Will be going back to work on Wednesday .

Off to johor

2010-11-05T07:43:00.002+08:00

Im actually blogging through kak layla's iphone .and im already in the bus right now heading off to johor .so i will be back by sunday afternoon .And im having in class training for my sentosa job .Im sure im gonna be super tired .Its been a hard time for me to type on the iphone .I think im gonna logout for now .Will try to update when i get back to singapore .Gonna miss my friends and family alot now .Especially my pets .Okay bye now ,see you guys on sunday ;)

Workinggg

2010-11-03T23:32:00.003+08:00

I thank god I got the job .Although I'm tired from it .But I appreciate it very much .

Sorry for not updating for this few days coz I'm tired from work .
First day -Waterfront Rover
With another colleague ,Kak Maisarah .But she don't like me to call her kak .So I'm just gonna call her Mai .I thought she was very arrogant at first .When I got to know that I was station with her ,she's really a nice girl .Well ,doing rover was quite tiring job .Have to run here and there if there is not enough manpower .On the first day already ,I have to run here and there -.- I got alot of partner .First was Mai ,then Abu Bakar -he also very nice guy then Shaiful ,quite friendly ,lastly is Aarif .Then I went home at 6.15 .I can actually feel the tiredness and my heels hurt after that =_= Got home ,straight went to sleep .Was really tired .

Second day -Sentosa Rover
Was station at the gantry with another chinese girl ,Kim Yen .Very nice also .She thought me everything that I need to know coz she have to go for break soon and I will be alone .So when she went for break ,true enough I was all alone .Well ,I kinda manage it .Then after that Aarif came -.- I thought he was very boring .But then he quite talkative also .He disturb me so rabak .But at least I got someone to talk to rather than standing there and doing nothing .Then he have to cover break and I was alone again .Then got one uncle help me .When I finish my shift ,he's there to cover my station ,Good !Ohh ,and Izzati was released earlier because she's not yet 16 :( Then she wait for me outside .So nice of her .Thanks Izzati !I love you kay :)After that ,went to meet Izzati at the Skypark .Sit for awhile then buy food for my hamster then went home .Got home ,as usual ,straight off to sleep but before that ,feed my hamster .

Third day aka Today -Sentosa Rover AGAIN :DD
I woke up late ,got to work late .So suay .Then got 1 chinese boy take cover .And I was late for his break -.- Terribly sorry :\ Then I was alone again .Then got one guy indian-ish look but malay ,Nasir .He also very nice .Talk to me alot .Then after my break ,got to my station early .Then this stupid boy ,Isa ask me to go all the way to beach station to buy CoffeeBean for him -.-But at last ,coupon cannot be used -.- CB !Thats why I say his attitude damn cb !At first Nasir want to treat me ,alahai baeknye ,nevermind ,its okay ,I'm full :DThen that mofo Isa irritare me while I'm talking to tourists .Stupid right .I complain everything to Izzati just now .HAHA ,coz she cannot work .I got no mood because of him .I delay my shift for awhile because I came late just now .And after I finish ,no one was taking care of the gantry .

Overall ,I like second day best :)Tomorrow ,I will be off until Sunday coz I got camping .And next week ,got class training .And starting from tomorrow evening ,I won't be at home till Sunday afternoon .I will be staying at Kak Layla's house so that I won't be troublesome to get to Causeway Point .Hopefully ,I have time to update my last post tomorrow if not ,this will be my last post :)

Ziarah Seni Camp

2010-10-30T21:50:00.004+08:00

6 more days left before I leave Singapore ,my family ,my pets and my friends behind :(

I will be going to the camp at Kulai ,Johor all by myself .My parents and my siblings not coming .And this is the first time I leave Singapore alone .I will be going with my PS mates .By Thursday ,I will be off to Kak Layla's house so that I don't really have to wake up early morning to go out .So Thursday night will be the last night I'll be seeing Baby ,Manja and my 11 hamsters .I hope my mum will take good care of them while I'm gone .Especially my Baby .I'll be at Johor for 3days2nights .And will be back by Sunday afternoon .I feel that I can't bear to leave my pets alone :( But I still have to go for it .Thursday is the last day that I can login to my social networks and make my last update .Well ,I hope I have fun while staying there .

About today ,didnt really do much stuffs .Woke up at 12pm .No one was at home .Cooked maggi and eat by myself .Sedih kan :( In the later afternoon ,felt hungry again -.- So ,was deciding whether to go Old Chang Kee or not because I'm not that hungry .I just need snacks .Then made up my mind .Checked at iRis and 325 just left the bustop -.- So I walk coz its faster .Reached home at 4.45 .Then eat what I bought then get ready and check what time the bus will come .5 minutes before the bus came ,went out .When the bus came ,I didnt bring my freaking wallet -.-! Then have to go back home and took my wallet .Check the bus and it will arrive around 20 mins later .And I was late !So took cab to AMK MRT .It was raining and its after 5pm ,so there's surcharge >.<

I don't feel Like Updating Today

2010-10-28T22:14:00.001+08:00

Feels so lazy and tired .Anyway ,I got nothing to talk about .

Aching !

2010-10-27T02:27:00.003+08:00

Yes ,my body is aching .From the waist down ,its aching like hell .I know I shouldnt gone to swimming if I know this would be happening .And the worse thing is I cant laugh while standing up -.- And my brother gave me a medication oil to rub on my aching area .Hopefully that will work ,if not ,I got no choice but to eat panadol .Its a bad thing to start my day -.-

Sorry if I didnt post any updates lately .I'm tired or maybe I just forget about it :# Well ,whatever .I'm just gonna go forward .Going for breakfast with girlfs later w/o Eezartea coz she's lazy -.- Meeting them at 10.15 at Hougang Mall .And hopefully ,this bloody pain will be gone .I can hardly walk or stand .And hopefully ,Izzati and Me got the Sentosa job .Its kinda worth it .And I don't want to miss it .In case I got it ,have to undergo a 2-day training first .

I've been looking through my recent photography shots and I was thinking ,I want to be a photographer when I grow up .As in my future career .Well ,I'll just follow the flow .I got too many ambitions .Okay ,before this pain gets worse ,I'm gonna sleep now .If I can't wake up tomorrow ,Izzati will kill me .Kay ,Bye !

NYDC ;)

2010-10-24T19:21:00.003+08:00

Currently chatting with IzzatiSmall :)
Sorry for not updating yesterday because I was having a bad headache .

Yesterday story was unforgettable .As usual ,went for my workshop until 8 .When it was about to end ,I already felt the headache .So ,called my sis and said that I was already on the way there .Reached my sis place ,eat The Prawn Who Got Creamed ,YUMMYYYY !After that ,the headache became worse .I couldnt take it anymore and my sis gave me panadol .But I just HAVE to rest .Then my sis asked me to go to Burger King to buy food for my brother .I only brought $9 and that meal cost $9.45 .I called my sister then ask her to pass the money .Then the person said no need to take the $0.45 .Wah ,lucky ar .Otherwise ,troublesome ar .Around 10 ,I pack up and go home .At first thought of taking cab from Novena but there was a long queue so I took train and drop at AMK .I endure all the way until AMK .Then straightaway took cab home .Reached home ,throw my bag aside then went straight to bed .

Today's story ,I wake up feeling GOOOOOD !Alhamdulilah ,the headache was gone .And hope that it will never come back again :) Followed my mum to Tekka to eat lunch then went to TTSH to visit my mum's friend .After that ,went to my sis working place coz its near :)Gonna sit here until closing time coz my sis doing closing shift today .

Ohh ,tomorrow Izzati and me going to Interview at Sentosa .Insyallah ,both of us get the job .And lucky my sis will be following us to show us the way .Today ,my sis gonna give me some tips about the interview :) I pray alot that both of us will get the job .Insyallah ,amin !

Swimmingggg :DDD

2010-10-22T18:11:00.011+08:00

Went for swimming today with girlfs and Eezartea's boyfriend .Gosh ,Izzati woke me up so early .Was planning to wake up at 10.30am but she wake me up at 10am -.-Half an hour later ,Eezartea called -.- I get it ,I'm already awake .First ,meet Eezartea under my block .It was raining heavily at my area .Eezartea make a mistake and she has that guilty consience :D And there was thunder and lightning and we waited for half an hour later then we walked to the bustop .Took 159 to compass to meet Izzati .

Meet her already but it was still raining so we decided to eat first .Went to Mac to eat .Eezartea wait for her boyfriend then me and Izzati went to buy food first .When Joko came ,Eezartea pass him the topup card .And some of the numbers were missing xDDD Then Joko never eat trying to figure out the numbers .When Eezartea finish eating ,Joko dont want eat already coz' he still figuring out the numbers -.-

After eat ,went to the second floor to take the LRT .While walking ,Joko suddenly dropped his phone .The impact very loud .And I was a bit stunned and covering my mouth -.- Then me and Izzati mind our own business .Took LRT to Farmway because we went to Anchorvale CC swimming pool .Reached then bought tickets then get changed .First ,we try the indoor swimming pool .It was really cold so we slowly go in and I feel like I'm gonna freeze .As time goes by ,we get used to the temperature of the water .After that ,we try the sauna .Not much difference .Eezartea die die want to go on the slide .We don't want to so she ask her bf .Happy ,dpt naek slide ?HAHA

After that ,back to the indoor swimming pool .Izzati and me minding our own business and we had alot of fun .And we kutok alot of people ,matrep badan papan .HAHA We stayed there until its time to go home .We leave the swimming pool because Izzati have to go for her silat later on .Then took LRT back to compass .Went to eat at Banquet .After that ,follow Eezartea to look for her Monopoly Deal .Found it at Metro then she die die want to buy .Happy ,dpt Monopoly Deal ?HAHA Bought a headband at Montip then took 156 home .

Was effing tired but I'm still updating my blog because I know I got my daily readers .Okay ,now I'm done updating .I will TRY to get some sleep because outside my house there's a chinese funeral or something like that ,very noisy ar .Kay ,bye !

PS :I found my butterfly has emege from its pupa because I got home and found its pupa empty .I'm proud to say that but I can't see it emerge :( But I'm happy just because I have keep it till it emerge from its pupa :')

JOB !

2010-10-21T01:44:00.003+08:00

Well ,I just apply for a job in Universal studios singapore .And hopefully I get .Because lots of people say that its difficult to get a job there .I apply as a Attraction Ride Operator .It looks like an easy job to me .Because your responsibility is just to check their safety and I forget another one .I asked Shai and she said it was kinda slacking type of job .Insyallah I can get the job .But before that ,they will have to call me for an interview .And if I REALLY got the job ,alhamdulilah .I try to look for a job at Escape Theme Park but there's not much vacancy .Oh well ,lets just wait .If they didnt call back in a week ,then bye .I'm looking for a new one .

Graduation + Part 3 :DD

2010-10-18T23:57:00.004+08:00

Went to school today for Graduation Day .I woke up 15 minutes late .My alarm clock was set at 6am and it went off at 6.15am -.- I was panicked and quickly get ready .Then went to Hougang Green to meet with Eezartea .Jundah went to school early in the morning to settle the class tshirt .Took bus to Hougang Mall and meet up with Izzati .Reached school around 7 plus .And then with them .And Eezartea tell jokes about Q .Fxcker sia .HHAHA I cant stop laughing for the 15 minutes straight .Then Shai also make jokes .That just makes my laughter worse .HHAAHA

Around 0815am ,went for assembly .Firstly ,as usual ,the principle will give its speech -.- Damn boring .Then I have to sit far at the back .And my class was pathetic ,so little people .4N1 worse ,only 6 people turn up .Have to go up the stage to take the file .Some people dont want to go up the stage and then hide in the toilet -.- Its not like we are taking death cert or what .Just blank file .Think maturely can .

After that ,we had some refreshments .We don't have time to catch the 12.20 show .So we decided to watch the 2.40 show .So Eezartea decided to play bowling .While they play bowling ,Jundah and me went back to school to look for her Theng Wei .Then I also want to find Mr Teo .Jundah mouth cannot shut up have to shout that I want to hug Mr Teo .While she talking to Theng Wei ,I talk to Mr Teo .Got to hug him twice .HAHA First male teacher I hugged .And the first teacher I hugged was my own form teacher ,Ms Lan .Jundah can still have time to "steal" the food .HAHA Walked to the MRT station to meet IZZATIs .Suddenly ,Jundah beame quiet .I dont know why .

Took train to Dhoby Ghaut .Bought The Child's Eye tickets .Well ,I couldnt use the free coupon because its a fucking 3D show .CB !Jundah help me to pay some .And I owe her a big time .Head for lunch then .We go up and down the Plaza Sing. to find the Macdonald .Then we realise its at the basement -.- Then I decided to eat KFC .Bought Meltz .Jundah also but she takeaway .Went inside the cinema and we have to watch the commercials first as usual .First 30 minutes of the movie ,it was boring .So I accidentally fall asleep .I wake up went Jundah find out that I fall asleep .And the 3D glasses is irritating .Kept going doewn my nose and I have to hold it until the story ends -.- Well ,the story overall is okay lah .For my ratings ,I give 5/10 .Scary but not that scary .Didnt make me scream but make me hide at Jundah -.-

When the movie ends ,Izzati and me went to look for a toilet first .You have to answer a nature's call ,when its really calling .Then Eezartea meet with her boyfriend and the rest of us went to the basement because Jundah want to see the VCDs .I was already feeling tired so went straight home after that .

Graduation Day :'(

2010-10-17T16:36:00.003+08:00

Well ,I guess tomorrow is the day .I'm kinda nervous for the celebration .I'm happy that I graduate from that school .But I'm not happy about MY friends going our separate ways .Going to miss them so much .Especially my girlfs .But hopefully ,we will be in the same school if we going to ITE .And not only about the Graduation Day ,I'm also nervous about my results .Especially Maths and COmbined Science .I pray hard that I got EMB3 because I want to go to Higher Nitec .If I get EMB3 ,I'm sure I'm gonna cry of joy .But tomorrow ,will be going out to watch a movie with Jundah ,IZZATIs and Umar .As tomorrow will be Jundah's Birthday Celebration Part 3 .Hopefully we can watch a horror movie .AND hopefully ,those IZZATIs can watch also because they are not 16 yet .

Nothing much to do today .Yesterday ,slept at 3 plus I think .Then woke up at 3pm today -.- Just finished eating lunch .Well ,I wouldnt call that a breakfast if I took my very first meal at 3 in the afternoon .And now ,I got nothing to do .Or maybe I have .I will have to do the laundry and gonna clean up some stuffs .Yeah ,I guess I should be going by now .BYE !

Hello ,I've got no title

2010-10-16T23:55:00.004+08:00

Woke up 1t 1050 and just realise Jundah's message .She ask me to meet them at 1110 .And its like 20 minutes later .I havent even bathe at all .I immediately woke up and get ready .Reached abit later .Then took bus to Hougang Mall to take 62 .I was fed up just now because my pupa lost .CB !Was angry at my mom because she's the one who didnt bring it inside when closing the window .

Reached school then help my teacher for the graduation ceremony this coming Monday .Wasnt really in a good mood and my face was so sour .Helped until 1 plus then went off .Our teacher treat us Pizza Hut .Was very full after that .Then went home on our separate ways .Eezartea go bowling with her boyfriend .Nk challenge ar dorg .HAHA Took bus with Jundah while Izzati took train .Reached home ,a few things to do .Wash my hamster toys that I've taken from my teacher .Then give each of them a toy in their cage .

At 0515pm ,went out to my drama workshop .Its been a few weeks I never go and I find its really enjoying now .HAHA ,I cant wait for next week .After that ,went to eat dinner at Newton .Fuuh ,sedaaaaaaap .Then went home .

Last Day Of School :D

2010-10-15T19:51:00.003+08:00

I'm actually tired and sleep but I'm still gonna blog this for the sake of my readers .Thanks for supporting my blog .

So ,I went to school this morning .Jundah woke me up at 5.55 .5 minutes before she was told to wake me up .And I can't sleep last night maybe because of the heat .I was about to go deep into my dreamland and my phone rang .She called me and asked me to wake up .So I did .Was reasy by 6.25 then walked to the playground at Jundah's house to meet her and Eezartea .And while waiting for Jundah ,Izzati msg-ed me and ask me to wake up and go to school at 6.33am .HAHA If I were still sleeping at that time ,I would be considered wake up late .HAHA Took 325 to Hougang then took 62 to school .

4NA has not much people .Pathetic sia .There are only 8 4N3 people and I'm the only 4N2 people -.- Class was fun .First period was English for 2 periods .Mr Chia gave us a worksheet to do but we did it for awhile then head off to sleep .Next was SocialStudies .I'm lucky to go to school today .Mr Singh debate with Jeremy Soh .And its really funny the way they talk back .HAHA I was laughing real hard .Didnt really pay much attention because I'm bored .Next was Maths .Went to the library .Same thing ,teacher gives us worksheet but we read a book instead .Then teacher let us go for early recess . After eat ,want to sit at Mother Tongue but it was locked .Then our teacher ask us to help Ms Zakiah do the batik waxing .Then head down back to the classroom and do something for Ms Zuraidah .

Finished around 1 plus .Then went to the staffroom to put things back .And I saw a hamster cage without the hamster .And there are like alot of items in there .Dismantle the cage and throw all the old bedding .Ms Zuraidah give me the cage but I take the items and the bottom part .Because too many things .The top part ,keep with Ms Zuraidah first .After that ,go backgate to buy the snowflake but it was closed .Then walked to the bowling alley .There was alot of people because there's a function going on and we can only play after 4.30 .So we booked first then Izzati and Jundah follow me to Serangoon to buy my hamster food .Took train to Hougang Int then 74 to Serangoon .

Izzati and me was familiar with that place because she followed me once before .Jundah was like very jakon .Show her almost all the animals shop there .Reached the shop where I always buy from the uncle .He very nice one .Then touch the hamsters and the rabbit .And let Jundah touch the hamsters .Then she want so many animals ,rabbit la ,guinea pig laa .HAHA Walked back to the same place and Jundah was afraid of the parrot that was not in the cage .She die2 dont want to walk across the parrot .So I have to distract the parrot to get her over to us .Walked to the bustop .43 came and I thought if I took 156 ,no need to cross .So we waited for the next bus .The next bus was 109 and I thought that it didnt reach my bustop but when I think again ,it will stop near my house .Lastly ,waited for 156 .HAHA

Took bus to my house because I want to put the hamster food and things .Then went out again back to the bowling alley .While in the bus ,the bowling auntie keep calling Izzati asking her to come faster when its not even the time we book yet which is 4.45 -.- Reached then walked to the bowling alley .Jundah walk so slow .There's a few mat2 KFC disturb us and calling our school names .WTF sia ,get a life .Walked at the carpark coz its faster then one of the mat not wearing helmet while riding his motorbike just to see us .Kental or what .Reached then took our shoes .

Later ,Cik Ayob came and I was good in the first game but when comes to 2nd game ,I sucks to the core .I play damn terok for the first game .Same like Izzati's friend ,Haiqal .HAHA Cik Ayob played for my 2nd game ^^ After they finish the third game ,changed and return our shoes .Walked back to Heartland with Jundah ,Eezartea and Aris .Wait for Eezartea and Jundah to buy their food then head off to the other side to take a bus home .Was already feeling sleepy in the bus .Was trying to sleep and Jundah disturb me .Reached Hougang Green ,bought dinner and cat food then head home .Now ,finished my dinner and I'm getting real sleepy .Maybe gonna have to wake up early tomorrow .

Birthday Bash

2010-10-14T19:32:00.005+08:00

First and foremost ,I would like to these people ,

Happy 19th Birthday Zul !

(I got nothing to say to him)HAHA

Happy 16th Birthday Jundah !

Semoga panjang umor .And promoted to Sec 5 and pass your O levels :)

Had a birthday bash for her .Woke up at 2pm and went out to meet with Eezartea .Bought flour and plastic plates and fork and spoon .Then we went separate ways .Went to meet Jundah then within 10 minutes later ,Izzati and Eezartea came from behind .And she was in total shock .HAHA.Overall ,was absolutely fun .After eating the cake ,went to Jundah's house and wash up .We sit at the living room while waiting for Jundah to clean up .And we watch the video over and over again .Took a few photos and some videos .Uploaded the photos .Waiting for the video to finish uploading .Damn slow laaaa !And I'm uploading it at my blog too ^^

The Birthday Bash

Birthday Wishes

Bowling Fun Timeeee !

2010-10-12T20:16:00.003+08:00

As I was saying ,went to bowling with Girlfs and Joko's friends .Something sucked my day today .And its that fucking anjing with his baring teeth .See his face ,feels like punching him .We leave the bowling place at around 2.30 then off to Hougang Green to eat .Went to follow Jundah buy her hair dye and help her dye at her house .Eezartea left earlier because Joko cant go in Jundah's house because her father is already on the way coming home .So stayed there for like 1 or 2 hours .helped to fix Jundah's internet at her computer .The longer I try to fix it ,the sleepy I gets .I try every possible way to fix it and try to compare some of the systems with her sister's laptop .Still can't get it right .And actually its her IP address that went wrong .And I cant do anything about that .She has to go to the computer shop to fix it .My IT knowledge is still not good .I have to learn more .

After all that nonsense at Jundah's house ,went to send Izzati at the bustop .Then went to buy drinks at Hougang Green .Was suppose to meet my brother at 6 but then he changed his mind and want to meet at 6.30pm .So ,we sit at the void deck while waiting for my brother to call me .We talked about lots of things .And when my brother called ,I make a move and Jundah went home .Follow my brother to buy dinner .Then went home .

On the way walking home from Hougang Green ,there's someone calling me but I cant hear it .We were walking near the playground there and my brother was behind me .I was just minding my own business then my brother called my name .After I reached the void deck ,I asked him what is it .Then he said that he saw someone calling me .So I thought he was joking around with me so I played along .Then he said it was serious .So I walked back to the playground area ,and there was nobody there .My brother said that the girl was wearing a blue tudung and was calling me .I said to him that I didnt saw anybody except for an old uncle walking pass us .Then he said there's 2 children .I was like WTF ,I swear I didnt saw anybody .And I was arguing with my brother about this matter all the way until we reached home .And I'm thinking ,was that a human or what ?Because I dont hear anyone calling my name .And the worse part is ,I dont see anyone in blue tudung or any children while I was walking .My brother still disagrees with me and said that I was in my own world emo-ing .WTF ,I'm not okay .And if I were to be in my own world ,I wont saw that old uncle walking pass us .And my brother is the only one who can see the 'girl' in the blue tudung and the 2 boys .

Tomorrow ,will be going to school .Hopefully ,I can join class with my friends .Because if I were alone ,there's no point having a class .And dismissal time will be recess time .Going school a bit late tomorrow .And all my energy is drain out so I'm sleepy right now .I'm lucky that my uniform is ready for tomorrow .Maybe I'll wake up at 12 to listen to my favourite program on the radio .And then go to sleep back if I'm still sleepy .

Bowlingggg !

2010-10-12T05:31:00.003+08:00

Will be going for a game of bowling today with Girlfs at Kovan .At first ,we want to go to Pasir Ris but Eezartea told me its quite expensive so we decided to go to Kovan .Meeting Girlfs at hougang mall bustop at 11.45 .Its been a long time since I play bowling and I'm so excited .I cant wait .Seriously ,if Eezartea joke about Adam ,I'm gonna roll on the floor laughing .Like yesterday ,she made jokes about Adam and I cant laugh really hard because we're in the library .So I have to laugh quietly .

Was finding a microblogging website just now .But I cant find any .I wanted to use Snaptu but my handphone doesnt have internet and the applications .Now ,I'm more to Twitter than Plurk .My Plurk went down to 0 so I'm gonna stop using Plurk .Ohh and I woke up at 2.30AM just now .And won't be sleeping back until evening ,I guess .

Sleeping Schedule

2010-10-11T01:51:00.003+08:00

Most of you know that holidays is already starting and as usual ,my sleeping schedule will be fucked up .I will be nocturnal .And mostly ,I will sleep around 4 or 5 am .And its like 1.30am now .At this point of time ,the night is still early .Well ,I actually began to enjoy my holidays .Not much plans during the holidays .I wanna spend most of my time with girlfs and my 4N2 besties .And I was thinking of asking my sis about me working .I dont want to rot at home and do the eat-sleep schedule .It will just makes me fat .

My Plans For Today

Later going to meet my Girlfs for breakfast at 10am .Then after they go for their exams ,gonna go home .If I'm tired ,gonna sleep for awhile and then wake up and try to clean up my room .Then maybe after that ,gonna buy food for my hamster at Serangoon .Ohh ,and I need to bathe all my cats .Its been a few weeks since I havent give them a bath .And by the time I finish all my chores ,the time will be about 5 or 6 .And then its my turn to bathe and then relax and enjoy my meal .Enjoy my laptop and the television .If I'm tired by night time ,I might turn in early .In any case if I forget about my chores ,I can refer to my blog ^^

Counting Down

2010-10-10T04:11:00.003+08:00

8 more days to Graduation Day ,I'm so gonna miss them .Especially my Girlfs :(

After N levels ,gonna spend the holidays together with them .This will not be the end of us ,we will still contact each other even after we went to different schools .I'm not ready for Graduation Day .Its like taking another part of N levels .There's a disadvantage and advantage of N levels .The advantages are you are free from studies and enjoy .The disadvantages are you will have a Graduation Day and sooner or later ,you will have to leave the school and maybe some of your friends .I wanna spend more time with my Girlfs .

Holidays already start .And I cant freaking work because my mum won't let me .Like WTF .I want money because work=money=ENJOY !If no money ,how to enjoy .As if she gonna give me money to enjoy .Fat hope la !Trying to find an innocent job .Like sales .But I dont know where to find .I need money not only to ENJOY but also my further education .

N levels finishing

2010-10-06T15:22:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog .Because I was having N levels and I wasnt at home most of the time .I was at Shai's crib studying with her .There was one time when I overnight at her house .

Yesterday ,had maths paper 1 .And it was kinda difficult for me .The minute I open the booklet ,I can actually FEEL that everything I had learn ,dissappear so sudden .I do the first few questions .The part that I dont know ,skipped and do the rest .Then when I'm done .I get back to the question that I dont know .Why maths have made my life so difficult ?I got a feeling that I will pass 3 and fail 3 .My combined humanities ,combined science and maths .What else can be worse than that .I know I will fail and my teacher still trying to make me think that I can pass .If I pass my N level Maths ,that would be a miracle .

Tomorrow will be having Paper 2 ,last paper !Then I'm free to go anywhere and release my stress .Will be having ultra-super fun after N levels .Actually ,Izzati want to ask me to study with he but I just woke up at 3 .And she cant go home late because she wants to watch the chinese drama at 5.30 -.- So cannot lor .Stay at home and study .Tonight ,gonna revise on some important things and then tomorrow ,I'll try my best .

Went home with Shai yesterday then Jundah came .So took bus with Jundah .We talked about Graduation day and I can already feel the sadness .Its gonna be so sad on that day .And I'm sure to cry .I'm gonna hug all my besties .And then we will go our separate ways :'( But I will make sure that I'm still in contact with them .Doesnt mean that our secondary school days end ,we have to end our friendship .We can still contact each other through social network .Its on the 18 of october .I'm gonna go now .

Nokia X3

2010-10-02T21:38:00.004+08:00

Early in the afternoon ,went out to a Perjumpaan Hari Raya at Cairnhill CC then take cab to Pasir Ris because my mum's friend have an occasion .Then reached home around 6 plus .Was having a slight headache then around 7 plus ,start packing .Then followed my bro to AMK hub to buy his phone .Then he also bought me a phone of the same design but different colours .HAHA ,i dont know whats his mood suddenly want to buy me a phone .So the current phone ,I have to sell and all the money I have to give him .So ,I considered its fair .

Tomorrow ,have to go home in the afternoon .So that I can go to the aunty shop at Hougang Green .Because it closes at 7 .Hopefully I can sell for more than $50 .Hopefully around $80 .Currently at Shai's crib because I want to sleepover and study at the same time .At first my mum dont let me then finally she let me .And my bro can say nothing if my mum say yes .Okay ar ,will be back as usual tomorrow .

Thank You Abang !I LOVE YOU !

HAHA

2010-09-30T22:42:00.003+08:00

Went to Shai's crib earlier .Was suppose to go there earlier but it was raining and I have a good time sleeping .Reached her house then go out again to Popular and ATM .Because want to transfer and withdraw money .After reached Shai's house ,her mum let us eat then we start to play the comp .And there's more laughter than studying .HAHA ,she kutok2 alot of people sia .Phototography ,saket tua ,saket budak !HAHAHA AFter laugh laugh laugh ,then Shai show me the time its already 7.42pm.Then we quickly get started and take out all our books and start studying .Then at 8.30 have to go already .She send me to bustop then she went home .

And I had a weird nightmare last night about my dikir thing .I was totally shocked by that dream .Well ,I'm not gonna post it her ,malu la .HEHEH Gonna post at my private blog .Only certain people can read my private blog .HAHA Okay ,tomorrow have to wake up early ,reach Shai house by 12 ,then go school to take Shai's file then went to my sis work place to send her camera coz she need it .Gonna be damn busy tomorrow .I think I'm gonna have an early night tonight .

Study Study Study

2010-09-30T01:31:00.004+08:00

Ohh ,I'm so bored right now .N levels will be starting back next week .Now ,have to everyday study with Shai .I cant study alone .If I were to study alone ,all kinds of things will distract me .Because I'm easily distracted .Later ,will be studying at Shai's crib until night I guess .But not too late night coz its not good to stay at people house until late night .Maybe will be going home around 8 or half an hour after 8 . Ohh ,and ordered some accessories at Queens Jewel Box today .Shai also ordered together with mine .Coz if I order less than $20 ,I'll have to pay shipping fees .If more than $20 ,I'll get free shipping ^^ It will be arriving in next week ,I hope .

So ,later ,I have to wake up early in the morning and then have to leave the house at 12 .Because it took 1 hour to reach Shai's house if I took the bus .Later ,will be buying Physics asessement book and transfer the money .After that ,back to Shai's house and study .Later ,seriously have to study .Last time ,went to Shai's house ,never study but we camwhoring and play comp -.- N level in 1 more week and I want to pass my 5 subjects !!!! English ,Maths ,Mother Tongue ,Comb. Science and Art .I dont care about Comb. Human .Its difficult to understand .Hmph !Kay ,now I want to sleep already .Later cannot wake up in the morning .

Ciao ,

Lights

2010-09-27T22:26:00.003+08:00

Not really much things to say .Was a little fucked up now .Still completing my art .Tomorrow last day .Yesterday went to Hari Raya visitings with friends .Photos at FB .Wasnt in a good mood because going to PMS-ing .Irritating much -.-" Just finish edit my private blog about things .I didnt state the post specifically so sooner or later ,I will read it againa and forget what I'm talking about .Okay ,now I'm done .Gonna eat my dinner now .After that ,as usual ,stay up late and talked to him .

DSLR !!

2010-09-22T22:22:00.004+08:00

I freaking want a DSLR .This is Canon EOS 1000D .The cheapest one that I can find is $800 at Courts Megastore .I thought there was a $500 one .If like that ,duit raya pon tak cukop .If only I have this ,I wouldnt need anything else .
"If I had a DSLR ,that would be the only thing that I ever need ."
- Adam Lambert (If I had you)

I have been wanting this for so long .I'm interested in Photography since young .Talking about photography ,it reminds me of my Art .I didnt went to school today but I came school in the afternoon to complete my art for paper 2 .Leceh la ,ade paper 2 ni sume .So ,I completed 1 and the half because I did paper 2 halfway .Tomorrow and Friday gonna stay back after school and complete until board 5 .I'm gonna chiong all the way .4 days MC and Monday I didnt come and do my 2nd and 3rd paper so now I have to chiong .Serve me right .

No Update

2010-09-18T23:04:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating my blog recently .I really got no time or maybe I'm just too tired .2 days ago I'm sick and I'm still sick .Been coughing badly this few days .The more I take cough syrup ,the worse my cough gets .Some people give me some advice by drinking coca cola that is not cold .S I did ,it kind of lessen my cough .But once in awhile ,I still cough but not as bad like last time .Have been taking medicine for the last 3 days including today and I'm still not recovered .Maybe because I didnt take the antibiotic capsule .I dont know la .Or maybe the medicine didnt suit me .Because I went to a different clinic than I always go .Got 2 days MC and its not fun to sit at home and you're sick .

Even today ,I was supposed to watch a movie with my friends but I'm still sick .So I cant go .3 days staright I didnt go out .Tomorrow will be going out to 2 open house .Will be meeting jundah at 1 at the bustop then we will figure out how to go to Tok Wan's house .Ohh ,one thing that I cannot stand is when I wake up ,I will eat then I will take my medicine then I will be sleepy .The cycle goes on and on .Then when am I gonna study ?!I try my best not to take my medicine first so that I can study and online .The cough is only good at making me sleepy but not making my cough go away .I'm so pissed .Sometimes I will wake up just because of a random cough .FML .I think I'm done .Gonna take my medicine and go to sleep .

Late Night Visiting

2010-09-11T01:25:00.003+08:00

Its like 1.30 am now and I just got home from my Hari Raya visitings .Seriously ,today is kinda shitty .I dont feel like going out anymore except with my friends .

First of all ,we went to my eldest aunt's house and we stay there until like around 9 plus .Then we move on to another relative house .Then we stayed there until 12 plus .And they still wants to go to another house .So ,I stay in my bro's van until they decided to go or not .Finally ,we get to go home because the next person's house is already asleep .My bro drove us home .Ohh ,and I'm not that closed to my cousins so most of the time I will hang out with my 11-year-old cousin and 19-year-old cousin .Which is considered my sisters also .The whole journey ,that someone text me and entertain me .Seriously ,almost all of his texts make me smile :)I think I'm gonna watch a few late shows on Tv and go to bed .That someone already went to bed .

Ohh yah ,and tomorrow will be going out again and hopefully we get to spend less time in each house and get to go more house .By end of the day ,should be around 5 house or so .Not like today ,only 2 houses .And I almost forget about my collection money .Kay ,Bye !

Yay ! ^^

2010-09-10T02:18:00.003+08:00

I would like to wish all muslims around the world including my friends ,

Selamat Hari Raya !

Maaf Zahir dan Batin .

Hope you guys enjoy your day during this month .

The whole day I was busy .Was helping my mum the whole day at home and still have time for laptop .First thing I did when I woke up ,bathe then followed my mum to Geylang to do some last minute shopping .Then went home .Spend some time with my laptop while my mum was baking the cakes that the her friends ordered .Then help to peel the garlics .Back to laptop then my bro's gf came home and pass me the hair straightener .Test it out and it turns out to be more than I expected .My hair is straighter than before .I'm so lovin' it !Ohh ,and I did some online shopping .Bought a Juicy Couture bracelet for $8.90 .How great is that !Its what I always wanted .Finally found it .Hopefully get to transfer the money by today then they will ship it on Tuesday .And I calculate that it will reached me on Thursday or Friday .Cant wait .And I pay for registered mail as it will reach at my doorstep .

Tomorrow will be going for Hari Raya visiting .Not going to be at home the whole day .Anything ,text me will do .Okay ,its already 2.30am and Im kinda sleepy .Gonna sleep for now then wake up again later -___-"

Late Post

2010-09-08T19:15:00.003+08:00

Sorry for not updating yesterday because my sis came home and asked us to help her clean the whole house for the coming Hari Raya .I was online but I didnt get to chat with anyone because I was cleaning the house so I set my status to 'Away' .And today I'm free !I can chat until late night .Tomorrow not schooling .HOLIDAY !

There's English paper 1 and 2 today .Paper 1 is not as easy as I thought .I did the first question which is about the change of our interest when we enter secondary school .Believe or not ,it took me the whole of 10 mins to come up with something to write .After that I made a plan then I write the whole thing .Took me 20 mins to do the planning and 30 mins to do the composition .That is Section 1 .Section 2 is a little fucked up question .It said 'letter of apology' .First ,I decided to do report ,then I read again then I thought it was wrong so I crushed the paper .Secondly ,I did Formal Letter .Then I wrote wrongly and forget so many things to write .If you make a mistake ,what do you do ,use correction tape .So I did .And it looks really messy so I crushed that paper .And finally ,I did it just the way I wanted although there are some correction tape .

After that ,we got paper 2 .It was kinda easy .But I think my brain is a little slow this morning and I find it difficult to understand even though the questions is easy .I took 1 hour to do the whole of paper 2 .While waiting for time's up ,I accidentally fall asleep and I have a nightmare .I dream that there's someone in my life that I really love died and I can see myself crying in my dream .Suddenly ,I was awaken by the voice of the invigilator .I feel kinda terrified when I woke up .I'm glad that its just a dream and hope that wont happen .After school ,it was raining .Shai went home first because she's taking 53 .Went to Compass Point with Eezartea and Jundah because Eezartea want to buy shoes for Hari Raya .After that ,they went home while they went to follow Joko cut hair .On the way ,someone message me ^^

Got home around 2pm and I found out that my bro was just about to leave for school .WTF .After that ,went to my sis working place in school uniform .I got no choice .My wallet is with my sis and I have too use cash for my bus fare -________-And that stupid bus actually got no ticket because the machine is 'temporarily out of order' .I was hoping that there was no bus inspector the whole journey to AMK .Luckily ,there's no bus inspector because if there is ,I'm going to alight at any stop where the bus inspector aboard .Borrowed $5 from my bro to buy ticket fare for MRT .Reached then the fucking card couldnt get it the machine so I went to the control station and said what the problem is and this stupid guy asked me if I know how to do it .WTF ,of course la I know how to do it .I feel like asking him ,how stupid can you be .Then finally get my $1 back .

Went up to third floor to meet my sis and then she treat me to fish and chips .This is the first time in my life that I have eat in a high class restaurant during the fasting month .WTF .After that ,accompany my sis go smoke .Then went to withdraw money and buy extension plug for myself .Went to 3 different kinds of handphone shop to look for and a earpiece adapter for my bro .Dammit ,they dont have .Then went home .

N Level

2010-09-06T16:22:00.003+08:00

Got Mother Tongue paper 1 and 2 just now .Not that bad .I forgot a few formats for my informal letter so I decided to do formal letter .Trust me ,I talk crap .For composition ,I did a narrative story .I almost cry while writing the story .I dont know why I feel so emotional .HAHA .The question asked us to continue the story about what is in the newspaper and how I found my sister .I know I dont have a sister but I just make up a story .I wrote that I was been separated from my sister when we went to another country years ago .Its kinda long story and I'm lazy to type long long story .

Next paper is paper 2 .It was a little difficult .The comprehension was the most difficult out of all the questions .As usual ,I hate answering comprehension .I slowly read and take my time to write down the answers .After answering 1 question ,I will take 3 to 5 minutes rest ten proceed to another question .After school ,stay back with Jundah to study Social Studies .Did SBQ about Kenya -___- Its just a practice .Then walked to Heartland with Jundah .Actually I'm tired and I'm lazy to type long post .Later if I never update ,IZZATIs will scold me .HAHA .Kay ,bye !

Did our love grow or is it going to stop there ?

Update kay !

2010-09-06T00:35:00.003+08:00

I update this blog just for my beloved readers like Eezartea and Izzati .Sayang korang kay ;D

I really got nothing much to say .All I have to say that I'll be having N level examination .I have been practising hard on my maths and I'll hope that I can pass .I'll be dropping comb. human because I really cant study comb. human .I'm focusing on comb. science but my chemistry is a huge problem .I should be sleeping now because its already 12.40am and I'm having Malay paper 1 and 2 later .Wish me luck guys !

On friday ,I didnt attend school but I attend my night school .I know Im weird .Break fast together with my teacher and the rest .There was one point when my teacher was deciding where to gather for our next remedial[I think] ,and Eezartea said that we should meet at Pasir Ris because my teacher staying there .And it reminds me of Izzati expression upon seeing a crocodile at Pasir Ris Town Park .HAHA .I was laughing my ass off .Its really funny if you had seen the expression on her face .And she start saying things like ,"Its dangerous "What if it comes up and attack people" .I cant stop laughing actually .I cant believe that she actually believe its a real crocodile and what we told her .I agree with her that it looks real but if there's a real crocodile ,people wont come here .Okay ,enough is enough .After remedial ,went to Popular to buy disc cover for my bro with Shai .Whenever Shai walk passed the door ,the alarm will sound and she got stuck .So I pay first .Then still the same after the staffs ask her questions .I think it must be something around her .Then she walked me to the other side to wait for my bus with her friend .

We have been messaging and chatting with each other for days .And I dont want that to end :)

Issues

2010-09-05T00:35:00.004+08:00

I got a few issues to talk about .And its up to me to talk about it or not .Hate it ,you're welcome to leave my blog .This issues just comes up to my head .

Sometimes you post somethings about someone or someone negatively .And suddenly there's one person just come up to you and say ,"hey ,you shouldnt do that" .And they are the ones who do that the most but didnt show to us .Oh please ,stop stopping me because I know you do it too .And its much more worse than me .Stop trying to correct because you too are in the wrong .

I hate it when you talk to someone and they will ignore as if you are invisible .That really irritates me alot .I must say a few times and then they will answer me .Asking me for a tight slap on their face or are they just deaf .And sometimes when I ask for their help (I got no choice) ,they will give 1001 excuse .WTF .That will be the last time I'm gonna ask for your help .And this people sometimes will act smart .But they are actually dumb ass too .They are the ones who need alot of help .This paragraph refers to someone in my class .And sometimes they got no manners at all .I was like ,do you need me to scold at you !And these people are like those aunties you see down the road .And one of them is trying to act like shes really pretty ,trying all kind of hairstyle and carrying so called fashionable bags to school .Please la ,you're going to school ,not going shopping .Are you plain dumb or what ?And teachers in school will treat them better than us .Seriously ,to me ,they're not acting like teenagers .They're more acting like childish teenagers .Really irritating when the first thing you come to class ,and saw their effing face .

Its really irritating when someone that is not that closed to you ask about your personal affairs .If BESTfriends ,I wouldnt mind .But this is someone who is not even close to you .I feel like saying ,would you just shut the fuck up and mind your own business !Dont you have anything else to do other than taking care of other people personal affairs ?!Some people dont mind about people asking about their personal affairs but for me ,NO .Its not my type of people .As long my personal affairs did not disturb you ,just SHUT THE FUCK UP .Its really annoying when you just reached and they asked you ,"Hey ,hows your .......?" Who is your ............"Can tell me more about it ?" and etc .Its really fucking annoying .If my BESTfriends ask me ,I wouldnt mind because we already treat each other like siblings and care for each other .Sometimes ,those people who ask about my personal affairs ,they are the ones who having BIG personal problems .Please take care of your problems first before asking about other people .